Dressed in a sexy black robe here I am standing in front of Rudra's farm house. it's 11pm right now. If a bunch of creeps watched me dressed like this... They would probably want to eat me alive.

My heart is thumping so fast, I feel as if it's gonna come out of my chest. I curled up my fingers to press his door bell but I do not have the courage to do so.

Tonight I'm gonna do it with Rudra. Rudra is not my boyfriend though, not even a friend, he is a senior from college and I am definitely not a v*rgin.

If I end up doing it with him tonight, he will be my second guy. I had a boyfriend, and we broke up four months ago. But, doing this with Rudra, considering the kind of relationship we will start after this night is making me so nervous.

But, I had made up my mind. I am going to do it, with "him"... with Rudra.

I shut my eyes took a deep breath, relaxed myself a bit and pressed the door bell.

It didn't take him much time to open the door for me. He scanned me with his horny eyes as if he was mentally planning how he would undress me. His eyes scanned me starting from my toes and stopping at looking back in my eyes. Though my heart was racing at the speed of a bullet train but I tried hard to look as composed as possibly I could.

"Hey, sexy! Come on in!" He smirked at me his eyes filled with lust. He was looking as sexy as a guy could ever look.

Strangely even his voice did the work of accelerating my already thumping hard heart.

I bit my lower lip and walked inside. He leaned on his door as I walked in he breathe me in, and I could feel his breath on me.

He was also dressed in a black robe. His hairs were wet, maybe he was in shower grooming himself for the upcoming night. The thought made my stomach flutter.

I could take a shot at his chest which was peeking from his silk robe. He was like a Greek god, his body so hot, so sexy. His eyes, deep, brown, intense. His wheatish coloured skin, his ruffled up hairs, his stubble.. his jawline.. everything about him was perfect, sexy and seductive.

"Have a seat." He said pointing on one of his three sofa in his living room. I did so.

There was a half empty wine glass🍷and a wine bottle on the centre table which proved the fact that he had been drinking sitting here and waiting for me.

"Nervous?" He seated himself down beside me so close that if I would turn my head a bit, we both would end up kissing.

"Erm.. I guess!" I whispered. I was holding my breath around him, his perfume was so seductive that it could make any woman lose her composure and obey him - "whatever he says."

He poured some wine for him and for me mixing it elegantly, he offered me my share.

"Here, take this and loosen up yourself a bit."

"Thanks" I was only whispering around him.

I was not bold enough to do this. Why was I even here? I couldn't remember. Do I still have an option to run away?

My mind was quizzing with these questions.

I took the glass from his hand just stirred the glass by motion of my hands. I was puzzled with a lot of cross question about the thing I was here to do with him.

Rudra finished his drink and watched me still twirling the glass lost in my own world.

He slid a bit more closer to me and kept his hand on my thigh removing the cloth of robe that was covering my bare skin.

My bare thighs were being touched by his strong, rough, long, slender finger.

A mere touch from him was able to make me breathless. I was not too sure what else was waiting for me tonight.

"Relax, I'll make you drown with pleasure tonight. His fingers slid a little more up my thighs and he moved his head more closer to me. I could see his chest more now as he was leaning on me. That "Strong broad dominant chest of his".

I was still in a mess of to do or not to do it. I kept my palm on his chest, " I don't know if..... " I tried to calm him down when he grabbed my hairs from behind my head and pulled me into him to kiss me.

His kiss was so lingering so tender that I just went on kissing him back melting into him with his every touch down my lips from his. I hoped for his hands to reach for my chest and play with my body but he just suddenly stopped and got up from the couch. I was shocked, looked at him confused, wondering did I do something wrong that he suddenly just stopped.

"Umm.. Rudra.." I asked him confused when he extended his hand towards me, "Come I'll show you around."

I took his hand gladly and went with him to look around his farm house.

His house was beautiful, glass doors, windows, a swimming pool at the backyard, it's blue reflection in his bedroom... It was beautiful. Reminds me of my father's pent house in Ranchi. God, I miss my dad so much.

"Hey? Did I lost you?" Rudra clicked his fingers before my eyes while I was thinking about my family.

"Uhm... no! Your room just reminds me of my pent house in Ranchi." I said.

It was really weird for me, like in this situation with him.. I'm thinking about my father?!

"Oh..! Come, I got to show you something!" Rudra took my hand started to almost drag me with him.

It was a stair downwards to a floor which was below the ground level, maybe it was G minus 1.

He took my hand and I climbed down those stairs and soon we were in his basement.

He had kept his paintings in his basement. Everywhere, the place was filled with canvases kept in the whole room.

I climbed down the steps and walked over a two storeyed shelf and took in the view of his paintings arranged on it.

"Beautiful! You.. Never mentioned that....." As I was saying he suddenly came at me holding me from behind.

I gasped as he touched me.

"That I like painting?" He whispered huskily in my ears. I turned back facing him, "Yeah!"

He took my hand in his and pulled me in to him my hands in response landed on his strong chest. I gasped again as he held me from my waist.

"I like to capture beautiful things on a canvas." He said, "And right now, I want to capture you!" He looked in to my eyes and I could do nothing but look back in his.

"On the canvas?" I asked.

"In Me!!" He said and pulled the laces of my robe and brought me closer into him to kiss me softly, while his hands stripped me off my robe.. I was down in my black bikini as his hands touched my bare back and bare waist.

"I want to do lewd things to you." He said as he parted his lips from mine.

He pulled out a piece of rope from near his shelf and tied both my hands to the wall.

He moved back and rested his hand on the shelf and watched my bare body closely.

His gaze was piercing.. As if he was watching me n*aked. His eyes scanned all the curves of my body slowly as I was getting even more hotter with his hot piercing stare down my bare body.

After ten seconds, he came towards me and caressed my cheek with one of his hands and brought his face closer to kiss me, it was a very short kiss, and then he moved downwards touching my whole body with his lips. The touch of his soft wet lips and tongue brought sensation in my body and I was getting more and more horny. He got up again and kissed me back his hands, groping my chest... his tongue down my throat wrestling with mine. His other hand went at touching my back as he unhooked my bikini off me, making me n*ked in his arms. My body was out of control. He was good at it and now, I knew there is no way I'm going to stop him any more.

The night was a drug, as I took it I was unsure but then as time passed, I felt more and more draw and pleasant.

The truth was, I enjoyed doing it with him, he was good.. like so good. I may sound weird but he was even better than 'him'. Ved Thakur. He was my boyfriend.. My first Love.. My first heartbreak... And probably the reason why I'm doing it with Rudra, who is just a college senior to me.. Not a friend... Not a boyfriend and definitely Not a crush.

This story doesn't start from when I met Rudra, it goes long back to my first year in St. Jude's Medical College, the day when I first met Ved.