Part 1
Sitting on the couch, his back touching the rare pillow of it. He had a white button up shirt covering his upper body but not completely.
There were still few unbuttoned buttons that showed his body from his neck till his mid chest. His pitch black pants covering his lower body as his belt was peeking from behind the hem of his white shirt.
His dark gaze fixed on the woman in front of him as she moved around the room. His heart beating fast at the sight of her but his cold expressionless face didn't show a glimpse of his feelings.
He still remembers that day....
The day he committed his biggest sin
Letting go of her........
Flash back
Two months ago
"Finally!" Y/n said laying on the bed
"Are you that tired" Jungkook said walking towards her
"Yes, I am sooooo tired" y/n replayed
"Babe we just came from our wedding party don't tell me that you will sleep" Jungkook said caressing her cheek.
"No I won't" Y/n said giggling
"Good" Jungkook said smirking.
"Oh my God! Who brought these flowers." Y/n said quickly, walking towards the bouquet flower that was placed on the chair. She took them between her hands and took a deep sniff of their scent.
Jungkook followed her taking the bouquet from her hands. He quickly grabbed the name tag that was placed between the flowers.
"Congratulations for your wedding. And I really envy you for having a beautiful wife like her. Isn't time to get done with our deal?!
Mr. Kim"
Jungkook took a deep breath closing his eyes.
"Who is it?" Y/n asked looking at Jungkook
"Mr. Kim" Jungkook said his gaze still on the piece of paper between his hand.
Y/n moved suddenly feeling uncomfortable of the name she heard.
"He wants you" Jungkook further stated looking at y/n
"W-what do you mean" y/n's eyes widened as she asked.
"Go" Jungkook quickly said dropping the flowers on the bed.
"W-what" y/n's face turned pale as soon as she heard what Jungkook said.
"I said Go to him" Jungkook said finally looking at her in the eyes.
"Jun-Jungkook don't." Y/n said as tears welled in her eyes.
"Look at me" Jungkook said "You can't go back to your mom because her precious husband has his eyes on you. So the best decision is to go with Mr.Kim." Jungkook said gulping as he looked at y/n's teary eyes.
"Why can't I stay here. With you." Y/n spoke, her voice coming weak.
She knows.....
She knows that even if Jungkook didn't let her go that old man called Mr.Kim won't leave her alone.
He will kill him and kill her if they disobey him......
"Y-you can't. Not anymore!" Jungkook said not spearing a glance at her.
The knock on the door made both of them turn towards the door.
Y/n took a deep shaky breath clearly knowing who is behind that door.
Jungkook looked at her, his heart heaving at her sight. He quickly stood up and walked towards the door.
The old man walked in, his gaze moving around the room. As soon as his eyes landed on Y/n a smirk appeared on his face.
Y/n quickly stood up rushing to where Jungkook was standing.
"Isn't she ready?" the old man asked his gaze not moving away from y/n.
Y/n gripped Jungkook's jacket her heart beating fast. Jungkook felt her grip on his jacket. He closed his eyes not allowing his feelings to take over his mind.
"What if I don't want to continue the deal" Jungkook asked tilting his head up in a questioning way.
"Oh come on, You know what will happen." The old man said.
"No I don't" Jungkook replayed looking at him in the eye.
The old man took a deep breath "you will get killed and your wife will be mine. So choose. You die and she will be mine or you stay alive and she will be mine too."
Jungkook: "She won't be yours. She is my wife."
"Fine... she will stay as your wife but she will be mine. I love her slim cute body so I will take her and make her mine if you like it or not." The old man said a smirk placed on his face. He grabbed y/n from her waist pulling her towards him.
Jungkook's hand formed into fists as the urge of killing him kept coming to his mind. But he doesn't no why. He is the one who wanted this. He agreed on it. He thought that the money he will get will make him forget his love for her. He thought that Money was everything he needed.
Jungkook knows he can't do anything. He knows that this old rich bastard is stronger than him. He knows that this old man can wipe them and their family from the face of this planet just by a small sign of him.
Y/n kept struggling between the old man's arm. She pushed him away but his gaze made her freeze in her place. It wasn't a glare or something, it was a look that disgusted her. He looked at her as if she was his world and she absolutely hate it. No one looked at her this way other than Jungkook.
"Can I talk with her before she goes." Jungkook asked
"Yes, I am waiting outside" The old man said winking at y/n before letting go of her and walking out of the room.
"Jungkook please. Please don't. I don't want it. Please" y/n begged grabbing Jungkook's hand.
"Y-you have too" Jungkook said looking away not wanting to look at her.
"Please please Jun-Jungkook" y/n sobbed, tears streaming down her cheeks.
"I don't love you" Jungkook suddenly yelled
Y/n: "W-what" Y/n asked confused. Tears stopped streaming out of her eyes but her checks were still tainted by them.
"I don't love you. I don't. All of this was planed. He told me that he will give me money if I gave you to him in our wedding night and that's why I married you. I love money I don't love you" Jungkook further stated as he closed his eyes.
No ones voice came after.
Jungkook opened his eyes as soon as he heard the door slamming harshly. He looked around and there was no sign of y/n.
His heart felt heavy.....
Part 2
Two month after the incident
Jungkook was still sitting on the couch his gaze not moving away from y/n. The urge of hugging her and touching kept coming to his mind but he knows he can't. Not after what he did to her.
A knock was heard on the door made him get out of his thoughts. He walked towards the door and as soon as it opened it revealed the old man that took all the happiness that he had once.
"Where is Y/n. The old man said walking inside.
Jk: " She is not-" Jungkook was suddenly cut by y/n.
"I am here" Y/n quickly said waving to the old man.
Jungkook's eyes widened up at the smile that was place on y/n's lips. He felt his heart squeezing at the feeling of her smiling seeing this jerk.
The thought of her smiling to this bastard drove him crazy.
How and science when did they become this close.
"Hey babe" the old man greeted her as he hugged her.
"Hey" y/n replayed hugging him back.
Her eyes met with Jungkook's eyes and she noticed how sharp they looked.
The old man broke the hug his hands still on each side of her waist. He placed a peck on y/n's lips making her open her eyes wide.
Jungkook grabbed the vase placed on the table as soon as he saw what that old man did in front of him.
"W-why are you here I-I think you should go to work. You will be late." Y/n said quickly making Jungkook stop.
What's wrong with me. I should know that they did all of this. They may even went further than that.
"I wanted to see you before I go to work. Because I missed you." Mr. Kim said caressing y/n's cheek. "I will see you tonight" the old man said winking as he walked his way out of the house.
As soon as y/n shut the front door Jungkook grabbed her from her wrist and and pulled her towards her bedroom.
Y/n’s P.O.V
Grabbing my wrist he pulled me towards my bedroom. He harshly pushed me on the bed letting my body fall on it. He looked at me his eyes full of rage. He hovered over me and brought his face near mine.
Jk: "since when did you become this close to that bastard" He asked not moving his gaze from me.
Y/n: "move" I said trying to push him away with my hands.
Jk: "I asked since when did you become this close to him?!!" He yelled pining both of my hands above my head.
Y/n: "the past month" I said as I looked away from him.
Jungkook harshly grabbed my chin and moved my face towards him again.
Jk: "How?!" He asked His eyes darkening more than before.
Y/n: "By knowing him well" I said looking at him in the eyes.
Jk: "And how is that" He growled, his grip tightening on my wrist.
Y/n: "Let me remind you of the reason he bought me! Of course we will be this close after what we've been doing" I harshly spoke wearing a cold expression.
Jungkook brought his hand up to my face as he tagged a strand of my hair behind my ear. His fingers moved further down as he caressed my skin on his way. My heart started beating fast as my gaze never left his face. I saw him gulping and then gritting his teeth. His fingers touched a spot on my neck pressing on it.
Jk: "Did he give you this?" He asked his eyes moving towards me again
Jk: "I said did.he.give.you.this!" Jungkook yelled making me close my eyes and take a deep breath.
End of Y/n's P.O.V
No ones P.O.V
Jk: "I said did.he.give.you.this!" Jungkook yelled pressing more on that specific spot.
Y/n: "Yes!! So what. And why do you care. We don't have any kind of relationship between us. You are nothing to me. So please leave me."
Jk: "In you dreams" Jungkook said crushing his lips onto hers.
Jungkook's hands caressed all around y/n's body as she tried to push him away.
Y/n: "S-stop" she managed to utter as soon as she broke the kiss.
Jk: "One time!! I know you want it!! Just for the one time... let me have you!" Jungkook said grabbing y/n's dress from the bottom and quickly taking it off.
He felt himself go crazy at the sight of her marked by another man. He new this will happen but why does he feel like that when everything turned real.
Y/n didn't move. She did crave for his touch even after what he did to her. "No leave me. I don't want it." She wanted to say but she couldn't.
Jungkook didn't waste a minute. He thought her silence means she is agreeing but in fact she was fighting the urge of letting him touch her.
He looked at her lips and dropped his own lips on them once again. Kissing her hungrily and full of passion. He felt how she didn't respond to his kiss. He looked up at her seeing her expressionless face as if she is saying do whatever you want I don't care anymore.
Driven crazy by her state, he moved down to her neck spreading his mark all around her neck and chest. As soon as his eyes landed on That specific spot were that bastard's mark was placed, he swooped down on it. He opened his mouth placing the marked spot between his teeth. His teeth tightened on it making y/n Yelp from the stinging feeling. Her hands reached Jungkook's shoulder pushing him away, but instead Jungkook bit on it more.
Jk: "You don't want me to replace it with my mark?" He asked his eyes leaving that marked spot and landing on y/n's eyes.
Y/n: "It's not that! It just-I" y/n stuttered trying to say that she pushed him because of the pain. But words didn't come from her mouth cause Jungkook attacked that marked spot again. He placed his lips on it but this time he didn't bite, he sucked it till it turned from a red mark to a bluish purple.
He traced his tongue on it moving his hand to grab y/n from her waist. "That's better," he whispered. He moved his right hand from her waist to her back unclasping her bra. His other hand moved towards her shoulders sliding the strap down. The hand behind her back moved to the front bringing the bra's wing with it. As soon as Jungkook moved the bra away and tossed it on the ground Y/n quickly brought her hand on top of her chest. Jungkook noticed that and quickly grabbed both of her hands pining each one on each side of her head.
Jk: "Don't hide them. I wanna see." He said his gaze full of lust and cravenness. His eyes moved towards her chest and a growl left his mouth. His eyes suddenly darkened, as his breath quickened.
Jk: "They are bigger than before" He deeply looked into y/n's eyes. "Did he only play with them instead of making you feel good down there. I bet his d** is small that's why." Jungkook said a smirk on his face
Y/n: "It is not" y/n said looking straight to his eyes. Jungkook felt his heart beating faster but this because of what she just said.
His face turned cold and expressionless. His hand suddenly gripped y/n's neck looking at her eyes coldly. Y/n didn't badge making Jungkook more furious.
He quickly grabbed y/n from her thighs spreading them wide open.
Jk: "It looks like you've forgot that you are my wife?!"
Y/n: "Kind of! But wait please be gentle because I am pregnant." Y/n said making Jungkook freeze in his place.
Jk: "W-what?! P-pregnant" Jungkook stuttered as he moved his hands away from her.
Y/n: "Yes! But you know what, I don't know who's surname will the baby have. Yours or The babies real dad" Y/n said laughing hard.
Jungkook looked at her, not knowing what to say. His heart heaved and his brain blocked out.
Jk: " A-abort the child" he quickly spoke the first thought that came to his mind.
Y/n: "What"
Jk: "You heard me!!! Abort the child! You will no longer be my wife if you give birth to the child." Jungkook yelled as he moved away from her.
Y/n: "I won't do that." Y/n replayed with a non caring voice. She grabbed her clothes and put them back on.
Jk: " You will! I don't want his child to live with me!!"
Y/n: " You had to think of that before selling me to him. And he said he will take good care of the child, so the baby won't live with you. The baby will live with his real father." Y/n said a smirk on her face.
Part 3
Jungkook's P.O.V
They say getting drunk is the best thing to do when you feel the world is no longer a good place for you. It helps you forget everything, especially the things that hurts you so bad. However, it is not the case with me. I have been siting here in the kitchen for hours drinking. But Its not helping at all. It is making it even worser.
Her face, her voice, her scent....
Every small trace of her features are stuck in mind even after drinking seven bottles of this useless drink.
"Maybe because I am used to it. I need even larger quantities of these alcoholic drinks to get drunk. I should of listened to her when she told me to stop drinking a lot." I said smiling at the memory of her caring about me. She used to hate my drinking habit.
How can things change this fast. How can everything vanish in a blink of an eye. How can she be pregnant with another man's child. How can she be this way. How can I be this way.
Jk: "She was sooo good for me. I don't deserve good things. I don't deserve her. I gave her for money. I-i ...... Sold her for money." I didn't know i was crying until I saw tears falling of my cheeks. "Why am I even crying. Wasn't me the one who wanted money instead of her." I said quickly wiping my tears away.
"It is all because of you. I hate you. I have never thought you will have a big affect on my life. Why won't you leave me alone even after vanishing out of this world"
Flash back
???: "Where is the money?! How dare you come back with few dollars only. Didn't I tell you to not comeback home until you bring 50 bucks a day?!" He yelled as he harshly grabbed the young kid from his shoulders.
Jk: "I'm sorry. I am really sorry. No one wanted to buy anything from the water bottles and the gums I am selling. Only few people bought them." Jungkook answered. His voice trembling. His hands and legs won't stop shaking. His words were coming out as whimpers due to the harsh grip on his meager shoulders.
???: " I don't care!! 50 bucks means 50 bucks. or I swear I won't let you sleep in this house anymore" the man threatened as he pushed him harshly towards the wall. the young Jungkook's body ended up being slammed on the wall so hard that the old wooden door of the cheap dresser opened making a creaking sound.
???: "Now go!! and make sure to don't come back here until you bring money. you need to learn how to live independently I am not staying with you forever. Your mom was like that as well but thanks god she is gone now. But still she left a stupid kid like you for me to deal with." The man said walking his way to the door. he grabbed the handle of it but stopped in mid way due to hearing the younger speaking.
Jk: " It's cold outside I need something to cover myself with. Can I borrow your jacket please or can I maybe go outside tomorrow morning it almost 11:00 pm dad. It's night." he begged as he hugged himself. he was freezing from the cold. him being inside doesn't help at all. The room that he was in wasn't considered a real room. It was a huge shop, which used to be an auto repair shop. There wasn't even something to sit on. How could a father do this to his child. How can't he take care and look after one kid.
It is true that Jungkook said it's cold outside and that's why he doesn't want to go there but in reality he is scared. He is not scared from real things like murdering, killing, being kidnapped. He is still scared of ghosts and monsters. Which is a proof that shows he is still a child and he still thinks about unreal things that every child fears of.
Jk's father: "What did you say softy?? is it that cold to you my baby," he smirked as he moved his way towards his child. Jungkook knew what will happen to him but he didn't move. He hoped that after he is done with him he will leave him there. He won't let him go outside anymore. But little did he know, there is no escape. The old man grabbed the jungkook from his neck, strangling him as he lift his body of the ground. He tighten his grip on his neck. Jungkook's eyes were wide open. He tried to take a breaths but he couldn't. "You are a nobody. I just want you to be gone from my life, I can kill you right now and right here. But unfortunately I still need you. I need money. The only reason why you are still alive is because I need money and you are the only way I could have money without even working." he harshly yelled as he finally loosened his grip on the kid's neck letting his body slam hard to the ground.
Jk's father: "Do you still want to stay here??!! No??!! Good boy." he blurted out as he grabbed Jungkook from his wrist and harshly threw him outside. Closing the door afterwards without even giving a final glance towards his 9 years old son.
End of flashback
"why......why.....why" Jungkook kept repeating the same word on and on. A simple "why" that asks millions of questions. "Why did you do this to me? Why didn't you love me? Why did you treat me as if I am nothing to you? Why did your actions affect me?" Jungkook kept going on and on with his questions. The veins in his arms popped out as his muscles tensed. He started yelling every word that came out of his mouth.
Jk: "Why am I doing what you have done? Why am I like you?! Why! Why!" He yelled as his grip tightening instinctively around the wine glass causing it to broke into peaces. Blood came rushing down his hands and dripped on the floor. His grip didn't loosen one bit, it instead got tighter and tighter.
A loud knock on the door took him out of his states. He didn't budge, only his gaze moved towards the front door. He shifted a little bit on his seat as he laid his head on the kitchen counter closing his eyes afterwards.
He took a deep breath waiting for the person to stop knocking on the door. A growl escaped his mouth when he heard the voice of the person who've been knocking on the door for more than two minutes. But he quickly stood up and walked towards the front door opening it wide. His gaze quickly roamed around not letting it stop on the man standing in front of him. He thought she came back. But she was no where to be seen.
Jk: "Where is she?!" He asked finally looking at the old man in front of him.
Mr.Kim: "We need to talk." The old man nonchalantly said ignoring JungKook's question.
Jungkook moved away letting the old man enter. Both of them walked inside the living room. Mr. Kim took a seat on one of the couches as he unlocked his phone.
"It's 10:33 pm Y/N will be waiting for me so lets talk fast." The old man said making Jungkook ball his hands into fists. His gaze moved towards Mr. Kim's phone making his whole body tense up at the view in front of him. Jungkook closed his eyes tight. *He dares to have her photo as his lock screen* he said to himself opening his eyes again.
Jk: "Where is she?!" Jungkook once again asked as he stood in front of the couch Mr.Kim sat on.
Mr. Kim: "You think she will come back after what you did to her?! She said she doesn't want to see you face. Who even gave you the permission to touch her you bastard." He said glaring at Jungkook. Jungkook's chest felt heavy hearing that she doesn't want to see him.
Jk: "It's none if your business. She is my wife. I can touch her whenever I want too" Jungkook's eyes sharp on him challenging him to say the opposite.
Mr. Kim: "But not for too long" he replayed a malignant smirk on his face.
Jungkook: "What do you mean?!" He asked confused.
Mr.Kim: "I am sure she told you that she is pregnant with MY child" he said, a smirk still on his face. Jungkook's heart sunk at the mention of his wife caring someone else's child. "You have one week to divorce her. I want to marry her sooner than later. I want her and our child to have my name. Kim y/n not Jeon y/n" he continued standing up.
Mr. Kim: "Tell me whenever you set a day for the divorce. And one more thing tomorrow is your first day at work because today is obviously the last day of your vacation that was supposed to be for your honeymoon. So be ready for a big surprise tomorrow. I can't wait to see your reaction." He laughed walking pass Jungkook and out if the house.
Jungkook was standing still. The idea of her not wanting to see him and wanting to get a divorce made him go insane. His breaths were unsteady. He suddenly fall on his knees and crawled towards the couch. As soon as his back touched the couch he brought his knees towards his chest hugging them with his arms. He buried his face between his knees as he kept repeating, "I won't divorce her, I want divorce her..............."
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