when I was young I felt like I had a boyfriend. maybe it's nice to have a boyfriend. but I'm a girl and I'm having an affair. he's one of my childhood friends.

his name is James he so very popular at our school all the girls have a crush on him and me too 😂. I'm ashamed to tell him maybe he doesn't like me because I'm just a poor person and he's rich.

I was about to enter the classroom when james suddenly saw me. why did he see me maybe he left something in the classroom. 😳

James: Athena!

me: ohh uhmmm... hi James long time no see

James: yeah same to you 🙂

me: let's talk again later

James: ok see ya!

me: ok byeee

why does my heart suddenly beat like this

I might fall for him forever

I really like you james why can't you still see

what do I need just so you can see that I really love you😔.

tomorrow I will admit for him that I like him

whatever his decision may be, I will respect it.

me: James can we talk even just 5 minutes?

James: of course lets go.

me: James I have something to tell you?

James: what it is?

me: I like you james for so long

James: I like you too

me: are you serious or you joking?

James: I'm serious from now on I be your boyfriend and you be my girlfriend ok?

me: ok my boyfriend 😆.

There is nothing wrong with falling in love with a friend if you love each other I'm happy because he also saw my love for him I'm not sorry I chose you james.

my boyfriend james and i are already at school when all student staring to us its feel awkward because they know that me and James are in relationship.

me: James are you busy later?

James: nope why?

me: I will introduce you to my parents

James: really?

me: yess

James: ok 🙂

I'm happy because I'm going to introduce james to my parents. when we were young james had no parents because they died in a car accident so I promised myself that when we are the right age I will take care of you and love you to the end of our breath.

here is the most I have been waiting for.

me: mom dad!

mom/dad: yess honey?

me: mom dad uhmmm do you remember James?

mom: of course your childhood friends right!

me: yes actually he's back

dad: really!

me: yes there he is

James: hello tita and tito

mom/dad: hi long time no see James

me: me and James are in relationship

dad/mom: whaaaaat!

me: why James and I know each other for so long

dad: yeah we know

mom: by the way congrats to both of you

me/James: thanks mom and dad

it's hard to love at first but in the end I'll love you too much. but always remember that when its come to love you need to love right person.

me: James you know when you said I'm your girlfriend it's feel like strange you know

James: why?

me: i don't know but it feels really strange ahhh

James: don't worry I'm here no one can hurt you ok

me: ok

but why does my heart say differently than my mind that james is not for me

but I love him and he loves me

Is it wrong that I just fell in love but the crowd hinders us.

me: james, during the times when we weren't close, someone liked you?

James: yes

me: who is she?

James: Mika

me: Mika?

James: yeah why?

me: nothing.