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Only Pain In My Life

Ch. 1 - I am your child too

"Snapped!"

A heavy slap in the face, Lin Yingluo found that he was actually beaten and flew out...

How weak is she?

"The **********, no one can change. Even if it is dead, your bones will be carried into married. These days You'd better be honest and obedient, or you will suffer if you are suffering."

What do you mean?

Lin Yingluo was completely paralyzed.

The eyes swept down, she saw her hand, and the white, almost sick white, made her confused. The burning pain in the left face, the body is sore, the eyes can not open, the mouth is spit out the blood.

The man who spoke at this time, for a long time, did not get the answer of Lin Yingluo, and he hurriedly asked: "Women, have you heard?"

Lin Yingluo was still busy thinking about the idea, and the subconscious "hmm" gave a cry.

"Hey, you better give me up a little more and dont dare to try killing your self, don't force the father to tie you up." The man who claimed to be Lin Yingluo's father, the tone was soft.

Lin Yingluo was confused at the moment.

The slap was just too heavy. She not only had a pain in her face, but her head was still hurting, and her body was weak.

At this moment, her memory is not a general chaos, chaotic, intermittent, many things have not been thought of, and some of the pieces are rushing out.

Lin Yingluo, she kicked the iron plate.

This is not important, the most important thing is...

Why she is come here ?

"Hey..." Lin Yingluo touched the swollen left face, which was a depression!

It’s just tears... Her heart was not written on her face, but she brought some in her eyes...

Disdain, sadness, hate, killing... Really damn!

She has been played for so many years, and she has always been a fool at the beginning of the year, and she is the fool of the whole. She can't do anything now.

I hate it!

This problem ... Let's go back a few years ago ...

I am a lonely soul inside of black hole on galaxy far away from this earth.

In my last past life, i was thinking will not get new life but a voice keep ringing on my ears when im hibernate in darkness of galaxy. That sad voice make my soul woke up. The whole person bounced up from the bed, his hands covered his heart, and his mouth sighed. With the moonlight, he could see her panic and pale face. Panic and helpless eyes.

"Huft ... Huft ..." Lin Yingluo had to slow down for a long time, patted his heart and pinched himself, only to make sure he had just had a nightmare.

Unfortunately, this is not nightmare!!

Woke up inside 4 year old baby body. She hates, hates herself being turned around by people called a family in name, hates herself being threatened again and again.

Lin Yingluo couldn't help but get angry. But she couldn't say a word. Can leave with a sigh. The fact of blood educates her, crying is useless, she can only rely on herself in the face of difficulties!

"If you don't die, you won't die."

The watery eyes were shining with tears, not to mention that this is not really good.

Lin Yingluo couldn’t help but laugh...

Lin Yingluo did not expect Wa family, Lin Wa ji , to treat her well. After all, her existence reminded him of unhappiness life with his wife, Siliwu. Even after has three childrent, his son died after all. So, he dont have any favor for Lin Yingluo and all favor befall on second daughter, Lin Toushi.

Net, or else you can only ask for more happiness. Heartless and powerless.

Ch. 2

Lin Yingluo is angry!

She is really angry! She repeatedly retreated and showed her sincerity again and again, still want to take her life, what does she endure?

Hey, people are under the roof and have to bow their heads. Why, she has a feeling of being morphed by a perverted murder!

Although crying and crying can be sympathetic, can you sympathize with a few cents? And what else can you have after sympathy?

Lin Yingluo eyes were filled with tears of shame.

"It’s useless if it’s useless."

Haiz , with the body of four yers old , what can i do? Lin Yingluo can only read memory of original body have it.

From here she know the original body was dying because broken her head after falling down after got bullied by her village child playmate. But her sadness and unwilling to be hurt was so deep that why her dead voice can be hear until far on Lin Yingluo place.

This girl name was allso Lin Yingluo, Yingluo for the jewel in the core. Born Father as military soldier , Wa Jiman and literaly village wife , Siliwu tami. First born daugther who grow up with her grandparent than her family. The father did not loving her because unbelieve gossip hos wife had hidden lover. So, all the love fall to her sister that five younger than herself.

Years after years she try to be strong, got bullied but not single voice came up from her mouth. on the school , she try her best but sadly her eyes not good after she recovery from hitting her head when she small. She can only ask for book from her friends to be copy on her book or silently take a peek just to inderstand the teacher talk in front. She to poor to buy primary book that teacher asked to buy when study.

Right after middle school she dare to find side a job to cover payment of primary book in the school . Unfortunaly, her parent find out and punistment fall on her body make her did not dare stole a time to go working. Her rangking also got bad on study where she cant buy the book.

When she on high school , she apply to be a salesman to finish the payment for study while try out on university that she love. Sadly once again the other family said she play with a man.

Someday , her grandfather of her father died.The sister child of her uncle asked to go back main home with talk will back to get her lecense of school, In the end that a big lie to her, she shocked and crying a few day untill her call to a friends that make the man coming to the house but before she meet him , silently her father want to kill her or threaten her. She didn't want a bit of temper. She did not want that man got accident so she ruined her image.

In the night, she cant stand it and drink many medicine to kill herself that make her wake up again as her. Far after that tragedy, her family want her go to study again but in middle time of last years from study she cant stand the gossip and broken heart again.

Ch. 3

Along the way, she try to accept the fate, She used this body and wants to get more and more angry, and the more he wants to be more wronged, the fear at the bottom of his heart also dissipates.

She is not wrong, even if she is wrong, she is a person, she is also tempered.

Great people create the environment, the cows change the environment, and the mortals adapt to the environment. Lin Yingluo recognized herself as a mortal one. She never wanted to challenge the rules of the world.

She only wanted to live this life safely.

Lin Yingluo also hopes that he has gone to the wrong place, but the reality is...

Maybe scared madness or she afraid of human ... Not long after crying like hell , she fainted!

Suddenly falling down, there is no warning in advance.

Well , the god playing with her , where she can accept it gladly??? Dream on !!

Okay, okay ... If the god want her to help this original body change to grow up then she will help it. Because , She is her and her still she , Lin Yingluo.

Did she ever love some one ? YES

Did she hate them so much ? Lin Yingluo is little dazed. Did she ...

Hate, like love, is too strong an emotion, and he seems to have never had it. He doesn't know how to love someone, and he doesn't know how to hate someone. Looking back on the past 20 years, his initial emotion for those close to him is always expectation.

Later... he didn't look forward to it anymore. If there is no expectation, there will be no disappointment when the expectation fails, and he can live happier and more unrestrained. It is precisely because he no longer expects that his feelings for these four people will always stay before he has expectations.

"Hehehe, If i am not see it by my eyes maybe I have to suspect that I am not Lin’s daughter."

Lin Yingluo face was sad, saying that she was not Lin’s daughter, wasn’t she saying that she was stealing people?

Although she has no feelings for the mother of the original, but her mother's reputation is not good, can she be good?

The more Lin Yingluo think about that possible. The more she wants to be sad, the tears can't help but fall.

Lin Yingluo type of think is I am not afraid of death but reluctantly. The original body and her mind is same, dont want to be killed without true reasone.

But the emotions can't be controlled.

"Cough..."

"Mother is uncomfortable? Do you want to drink water?" Xiao Jie looked up, his eyes were calm and waveless, but his slightly red eyes leaked her true emotions.

"Ah?" Lin Yingluo surprised by the it asked her."What is it?" The brain can't keep up with the rhythm.

"Why not happy?" Harits too feeling her sadness.

Lin Yingluo understood this question of it, then resumed as usual, turned his head to answer , "I am not unhappy." Similar grievances, she suffered more.

"The liar." So obviously dissatisfied, where did it blind did not see it?

"I didn't lie, I really didn't feel unhappy. I just fell face, my heart is not comfortable."

“Is there a difference?” What is the difference between uncomfortable and unhappy?

"Yes, I am not happy because some things have not reached my expectations and I am a small temper, and I have not made the rights of a small temper, so I am not unhappy.

As for being uncomfortable, it is because I feel that I have been hurt. I would rather hide in the quilt and cry out, and ask for pity. Even if the days are too difficult, I am It must also be glamorous and bright in front of people.

In order to survive, I can sacrifice everything, but not including dignity, trampling on my dignity and being as serious as my life."

Please ... this pain is unbearable, explain the sentence.

Lin Yingluo , meditate , try to relax her body, nodded stiffly, spit out his breath, closed his eyes, and excluded the distracting thoughts in his heart.

She is not confident and calm, she is desperate, and will be all in the future. Lin Yingluo clenched his hands into fists, nails into the palm of his hand, and she immediately woke up with pain. She is afraid of death, but she lives without dignity and is as uncomfortable as her life.

Women's tears are born with weapons, but women who don't cry are more distressing.

It is not like Lin Yingluo memory is good , because she couldn't afford to buy a book when she was studying. She could only borrow from the library. The borrowed book should be returned within the prescribed time. Some good books can only be copied or backed down.

When copying is too slow, she forced herself to go back, and the memory of her back is naturally good. That how she survive from playground to high school.

When you have good memory, you are used to remembering what you think is important.

For example, vengeance!

On this world where history can be play at will , where is justice ?? All is about money and power to play with human life.

Sell the soul , sell the spirit just for money , what the different ?

Unfortunately , Two soul or more it same no different too.

First , she is now Lin Yingluo and Lin Yingluo also herself.

Second, she is lucky can have contact with her old spirit even this world did not have any beast soul at all.

Third, Still lucky that she can keep a few nature power but cant be used because the body to much weak than the real one.

And four, She is now has three soul inside the body other than original body that sleep in space, she and her other was one before so can be called one soul with her.

There are no opportunities for explanation!

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