[ D  I  S  C  L  A  I  M  E  R  S ]

This book contains:

•Bullying•

•Cyber Bullying•

•Cursing/Swearing•

•Homophobia•

•Homophobic Slurs•

•Mental Abuse•

•Verbal Abuse•

•Suicidal Thoughts•

•Suicide Attempts•

•Horrible Mental Health(s)•

•Drug Taking•

•Eating Disorder•

•Insomnia•

•Pills•

•Self-Harm•

•Self-Hate•

•Sexual Assault•

•Sexual Content•

•Depression•

•Anxiety•

•Hate Sex•

•Forced Sex•

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•There will no warnings in front of any chapters or time skips, I have warned you

[  B  L  U  R  E  ]

Bullying, it can hurt a person. Bullies don't know how much they can hurt that person until one day they just stop showing up

They could've moved because they were tired of it...

They could've dropped out...

They could've decided to be homeschooled...

They could've committed suicide...

And that person could be dead...

All because of a bully...

[  C  A  S  T  ]

•Noah Ellison•

•Nica Ellison•

•Zaine Cohen•

•Blaze Cohen•

•Ellie Paveway•

•Johanna Maybell•

•James Puckett•

•Marcus Silis•

•Jamie Silis•

M A I N   C H A R A T E R S

~Noah Ellison~

Age: 16

Height: 5'2

Sexuality: Openly Gay

Relationship Status: Single

Friends: Doesn't have any

Enemies: None

Bullies: Blase Cohen

Family Status: Nica Ellison (younger sister), Unknown parents

Personality: Depressed, Shy, Edgy, Soft boy

Job: Works at a Pizza place as a deliverer driver

~Blaze Cohen~

Age: 17

Height: 6'0

Sexuality: Closeted Bisexual

Relationship Status: Single, Sleeping around, Crushing

Crush: Noah Ellison

Friends: Ellie Paveway, Johanna Maybell, James Puckett

Enemies: None

Bullies: None

Family Status: Bill Cohen (father), Mary-Jane Cohen (stepmother), Zaine Cohen (stepbrother)

Personality: Mean, Cold, Rich, Bad boy, Popular, Mafia-Type guy

Job: Doesn't have one, he's rich

~Nica Ellison~

Age: 16

Height: 5'1

Sexuality: Figuring it out

Relationship Status: Single

Friends: None

Enemies: None

Bullies: Blase Cohen (sometimes)

Family Status: Noah Ellison (older brother), Unknown parents

Personality: Cool, Some-what popular, over-protective, strong girl

Job: Works at a library

~Zaine Cohen~

Age: 17

Height: 5'9

Sexuality: Figuring it out

Relationship Status: Single, Crushing

Friends: Johanna Maybell

Enemies: None

Bullies: None

Crush: ???

Family Status: Bill Cohen (stepfather), Mary-Jane Cohen (mother), Blake Cohen (stepbrother)

Personality: Cool, Popular, Nice, Nothing like his stepbrother, Shy, Nerdy guy

Job: Doesn't have one, his parents are rich

S I D E   C H A R A C T E R S

~Ellie Paveway~

Age: 17

Height: 5'3

Sexuality: Closeted Pansexual

Relationship Status: Single, Crushing

Crush: Johanna Maybell

Friends: Johanna Maybell, Jamie Silis

Enemies: None

Bullies: None

Family Status: Ellianna Paveway (mother)

Personality: Skater, nice girl

Job: Doesn't have one

~Johanna Maybell~

Age: 17

Height: 5'4

Sexuality: Demi girl (She/Them), Lesbian

Relationship Status: Single, Crushing

Crush: Nica Ellison

Friends: Blaze Cohen, Ellie Paveway

Enemies: None

Bullies: None

Family Status: Donovan Maybell (father), Emily Maybell (mother)

Personality: Protective, Popular, A bit edgy girl

Job: Does community service sometimes

~James Puckett~

Age: 17

Height: 5'11

Sexuality: Gay

Relationship Status: Single

Crush: ???

Friends: Blaze Cohen, Marcus Silis

Enemies: None

Bullies: None

Family Status: Unknown family

Personality: Rich, Narcissistic, Psychopathic, Fuckboy

Job: Doesn't have one

~Jamie Silis~

Age: 16

Height: 5'2

Sexuality: Straight, Non-Binary (They/Them)

Relationship Status: Single

Crush: ???

Friends: Ellie Paveway, Johanna Maybell

Enemies: None

Bullies: None

Family Status: Marcus Silis (older brother)

Personality: Nice, Popular, Edgy girl

Job: Doesn't have one

~Marcus Silis~

Age: 17

Height: 5'6

Sexuality: Straight

Relationship Status: Single

Crush: ???

Friends: Blaze Cohen, James Puckett

Enemies: None

Bullies: None

Family Status: Jamie Silis (younger sister)

Personality: Popular, Mean, Emo boy

Job: Doesn't have one

~P R O L O G U E~

N O A H   E L L I S O N

"My eyes closed, I don't wanna see"

"My mind gone, I can't sleep"

"I ain't got no appetite, I can't even eat"

"It's kinda hard being me"

"My eyes closed, I can't see"

"My mind gone, I can't sleep"

"I ain't got no appetite, I can't even eat"

"It's kinda hard being me"

B L A Z E   C O H E N

"Baby tell me how did you get so..."

"Cold enough to chill my bones"

"It feels like I don't know you anymore"

"I don't understand why you're so cold to me"

"With every breath you breathe"

"I see there's something going on"

"I don't understand why you're so cold, yeah"

N I C A   E L L I S O N

"And respectfully"

"I'm not a piece of cake"

"For you to just discard"

"While you walk away"

"With the frosting of my heart"

"So I'm taking back"

"What's mine, you'll miss"

"The slice of heaven that I gave to you last night"

Z A I N E  C O H E N

"She doesn't want him because he cares too much"

"But now he's gone and she's alone again"

"Maybe if she tried a little harder to find"

"The gem within his heart that was there this whole time"

(Bitch!)

E L L I E   P A V E W A Y

"I ain't asked nan nigga for nun, I took the harder way"

"12 pulled me over caught me with the dope, they took my hard away"

"Pouring liquor for my niggas that's gone, thug holiday"

"Young Penny Hardaway, hardaway"

J O H A N N A   M A Y B E L L

"Savage, savage"

"When you touch me you take me to heaven"

"When you hold me my body's a weapon"

"If you think that you can save me, break me down, and tame me"

"Here's your chance to do some damage, savage"

(If you're wondering why they all have song lyrics instead of a normal prologue, try to think deeply about what the lyrics mean, if you can't do that you'll just find out soon enough)

~P L A Y L I S T S~

Noah Ellison:

Depression - NLE Choppa

SAD - XXXTENTACION

Lovely - Billie Eilish

Heather - Conan Gray

Drivers License - Olivia Rodrigo

Stay - Rihanna

Love Me or Leave Me - Little Mix

Panic Room - AU/RA

Bury A Friend - Billie Eilish

Faded - Billie Eilish

Nica Ellison:

Princess Doesn't Cry - CARYS

Lily - Alan Walker

7 Rings - Arianna Grande

Daisy - Ashnikko

Queen - Loren Gray

You Broke Me First - Tate McRae

Dusk Till Dawn - ZAYN, Sia

I'm A Mess - Bebe Rexha

A New Kind Of Love (Sped Up)  -  Frou Frou

One Last Time - Arianna Grande

Blaze Cohen:

Bad Boy - Juice WRLD, Young Thug

Wolf In Sheep's Clothing - Set It Off

Young Blood - 5 Seconds Of Summer

Fake Love - Drake

Playboy Style - Clean Bandit, Charli XCX, Bhad Bhabie

Bad Guy - Billie Eilish

Hate Me (Nightcore Version) - Nico Collins

Backstabber (Sped Up) - Kesha

MIDDLE CHILD - J. Cole

Oui - Jeremih

Zaine Cohen:

Without Me - Halsey

Guys Don't Like Me - It Boys!

Baby - Justin Bieber

NO (Male Version) - Meghan Trainor

I Just Wanna Be Somebody To Someone - Kevin Close

Training Wheels - Melanie Martinez

Twin Size Mattress - The Front Bottoms

Smokin Out The Window - Silk Sonic

Set It Off - Boosie Badazz

Last Friday Night - Katy Perry

Ellie Paveway:

God Is A Woman - Arianna Grande?

Thank U, Next - Arianna Grande

Sorry Not Sorry - Demi Lovato

Not Your Barbie Girl - Ava Max

I Hate U, I Love U - Gnash

None Of My Business - Cher Lloyd

Towards The Sun - Rihanna

I Choose You (Slowed and Reverb Version) - Alessia Cara

I Hate U - SZA

Girls Like You - Maroon 5

Johanna Maybell:

That Bitch - Delli Boe, Ppcocaine

Walls Could Talk - Halsey

Hate Me - Ellie Goulding

Babyface Savage - Bhad Bhabie

Copycat - Billie Eilish

I Got It - Bhad Bhabie

These Heaux - Bhad Bhabie

Hit Different - SZA

'Bout It - Bhad Bhabie

KITANA - Princess Nokia

~D I S C L A I M E R S~

This book contains:

Bullying

Cyber Bullying

Homophobia

Homophobic Slurs

Mental Abuse

Verbal Abuse

Suicidal Thoughts

Suicide Attempts

Horrible Mental State

Drugs Taking

Eating Disorder

Insomnia

Pills

Self-Harm

Self-Hate

Sexual Assault

Depression

Anxiety

Hate Sex

Forced Sex

Forced Enemies With Benefits

(you guys know what I mean? Where 2 enemies have benefits and one of them doesn't want it? Yeah that)

Now... I have warned you, there will be no warning in front of chapters so don't come at me because you should know what to except... keep reading... if you dare.