My name is Lucka Smitty and I am currently a student of psychology.

I did not choose the psychology course by my own choice, I was forced by my family.

Sure, I wasn't forced but my father and mother are psychology graduates so I was influenced to follow the same life.

It's not that I hate studying psychology but in my opinion, it's a boring course, all the people I've met in this course are extremely boring and not interesting to talk to.

The only person I have daily contact and conversation with is my friend Michelle, who currently also takes the psychology course.

She was like me, her mother works as a psychologist and her father worked as a doctor but she decided to follow the same path as her mother.

When I asked her why she said medicine was too difficult and she wouldn't be able to study medicine if she entered medical school she would suffer a lot.

Well, I wouldn't be able to study medicine either, so I won't judge her for that.

Another thing we have in common is that we are both OTAKUS!

Yes we have assumed otakus and we do not care about the opinion of others, we live basically as we want without caring about anything. We get keen glances from other people, but we have each other to help, so we don't care about those glances.

"Hey wait for me." Michelle appeared out of nowhere behind me, even scared me. She always does this shit, arrives without warning and ends up scaring me.

"I'm going to your place today." Michelle always went to my house, in fact, I never went to her house, I don't care about that, because we only do uninteresting things.

"All well." I accepted her proposal because we always do this and I didn't see any reason to decline.

I also like to be with her a lot. I've known her for 3 years now and haven't dared to confess my feelings for her so basically we get into this little friend joke all the time.

I don't declare myself because I'm afraid of being rejected, I don't know if she has the same feelings for me so I end up backing down to do something, I'm a coward.

'At least I can have your friendship.' Just having your friendship makes me happy, so I'm also afraid of ruining this beautiful feeling of friendship we have.

//

I arrived ~~

I shouted as I opened the door.

It was customary here to do this, it seemed like a Japanese custom but we were in the United States so I thought it was a little weird, but I also found it cool because it looked like I was inside an anime.

Michelle always had fun doing it too, she said she was jealous of me because in her house nobody cared about any of that her parents didn't even stay at home right.

"Go up, I'll be going soon" My room was upstairs, but before going up I told Michelle to go up first because I wanted to prepare something for us to eat and drink, we had just arrived from college and we had not eaten almost anything.

Actually, we're 22 and we look like 2 kids, we just eat candy and watch anime when we're home we were made for each other, or maybe I just think so.

I packed some chocolate chip cookies and orange juice on a tray and went upstairs to the room when I got there Michelle was already reading the manga that I left on a shelf in my room.

My manga was close to my computer because I always used them as a reference to write my manga that I wrote in my free time.

It was a story of a loli in a fantasy world, I know, it's kind of bizarre but I find the story a lot of fun and it's not just because I write it, I like this story.

I am thinking of starting to publish it on the internet because publishing manga in the United States is very difficult if only I were Japanese ...

'Well, this is not the time to think about it, Michelle is here.'

//

I sat next to Michelle and we continue reading some stories, usually, we read, in fact our preference is also the same, we like to read more than watching anime.

"What are you reading?" Michelle asked curiously.

I was reading a Romcom, yes I am not just a fantasy fan I also love romance, I was reading Oresuki these days.

"Oresuki." I just responded quickly and kept reading because I was so focused on reading.

"Aaah, I like this manga too, I think this is the best romantic comedy this year." Michelle was very excited about Oresuki, of course, I was too since the manga is wonderful.

We kept reading until it was time for Michelle to go home.

And again I couldn't confess my feelings to her, this is becoming a daily routine.

//

After Michelle left I went to my room and turned on my computer to continue drawing my manga, because I wanted to finish it before graduation to post it on the internet.

Yes graduation is next year and I don't know if I can finish this manga by then because it's very complicated to draw, I'm no professional so I take a long time to draw just one page of my manga.

It was a very good manga I thought.

I kept drawing and when I went to see it was already 3 AM, and as I had to go to the course 7 AM I went to sleep because I would fall asleep on the course if I didn't go to sleep soon.

I always stayed up late, so I was used to it.

'I'm going to drink water.' I always drank water before bed, but this time I shouldn't have done that.

When I was going down the stairs I ended up collapsing from sleep, which I remember, is a huge impact all over my body, and then I heard the footsteps and the voice of a screaming woman.

After that, I don't remember anything anymore.

After I heard the voice of a screaming woman I passed out and I remember absolutely nothing, I just remember having a sleep deprivation breakdown, but why did I have to be on the stairs right now?

'I died?' I don't know if I died or what happened to me, but I can only think right now.

I can't feel any part of my body, it's like I'm floating in a black space, I was feeling a cold beating on my body, but I had nobody, how is this possible?

* ////// *

ARE YOU READY FOR THIS?

* ////// *

'SHIT, what a scare, but what the ****?' Suddenly a loud, loud voice shouted at me? Why are you shouting?

Putting that aside, what the hell is going on here? I do not feel my body and now appears a voice shouting at me?

But whose fucking voice is that? There is no one in this place but me.

"What do you mean, are you ready?" I tried to speak but no voice came out at all, this is very uncomfortable, not being able to feel my body and not being able to talk, it makes me very agonized.

But even though no voice came out, this person who was here could understand me, I don't know how that person did something like that, but it was scary to think about.

* ////// *

JUST TELL ME IF YOU'RE READY FOR IT.

* ///// *

'Can you stop screaming? This is pissing me off. ' Well, aside from that, why does he keep asking me if I'm ready for something? I'm not ready, I just fell down the stairs of my house and have no idea if I'm still alive.

Did I just transport myself to this place? Now, will you say I'm going to reincarnate or something? I've always liked manga like that, but that doesn't mean I'd like to go to such a world.

* ////// *

I ASK YOU FOR LAST TIME, ARE YOU READY?

* ////// *

Shit, I need to answer this guy.

What happens if I answer no? Am I going back to my normal life?

What if this is to reincarnate me and I answer no? Will I disappear forever?

Damn, I don't know what to do, I need to make a quick decision if I go to another world what will happen to my love for Michelle? And my family?

Damn, will I have to answer yes?

"Alright, I'm ready."

When I answered that, my vision began to go on in a great pale-colored light at high speed, and after a while, I lost consciousness.

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It was four o'clock in the morning and Michelle's parents got a call in the night, first they thought it was a hoax or something, but when they answered they got a big surprise.

His daughter's best friend had a serious accident and is now in a serious condition on his way to the hospital.

They didn't want to wake up their daughter, but they had to do it so they went to her room and woke her up very carefully.

When Michelle received the news about Lucka's accident, she immediately started crying and changed clothes. She asked her father to take her to the hospital, but the traffic was very bad so they would take longer than she expected.

'Don't leave me Lucka, I couldn't even tell you how I feel.' Again Michelle began to cry, she regretted not telling Lucka how she felt.

She never spoke because Lucka didn't show anything for her, and she wasn't good at conveying her feelings either, so she can't believe what happened.

After some time in traffic, they finally arrived at the hospital, when Michelle arrived there, met Lucka's mother sitting on a bench in the hospital corridor.

"How is he doing?" Michelle asked Lucka's mother how he was because she arrived late and did not know the state he was in.

"His condition is very serious, the doctors said that if he does not respond to treatment this evening he could .." Lucka's mother didn't even finish talking, she just started crying right there.

Michelle who heard this fell on the hospital bench because she didn't want to believe what she had just heard.

Could it end like this? Will this happen after all they have been through together?

"Can I see him?" Michelle wanted to see Lucka because if something happened to him, she could at least see him before something happened.

"I'm sorry, but neither can I enter the room he is in." Lucka's mother broke Michelle's hopes, it was like a heart stab she got right there.

But this bad feeling would only increase more and more, as a few minutes later a huge rush began to take place inside the hospital.

And they both realized that the doctors were rushing to the room Lucka was currently in.

Lucka's mother and Michelle also ran toward the room but were prevented from entering by one of the doctors.

"What is happening?" Michelle, who could no longer wait, asked one of the doctors who had just left the room that Lucka was.

The doctor was silent for a moment.

"Can you sit there for your kindness?" The doctor points to one of the benches in the middle of the hospital corridor.

"Unfortunately, your son did not respond to treatment and ended up having a respiratory arrest. We tried everything to make your son wake up, but it was not possible, I'm sorry." The doctor said as he bent a little.

When Lucka's mother received this news, Lucka's mother immediately fainted and Michelle was paralyzed without understanding anything, she could not believe what had just happened.

'You left me alone.' It was the only thing going on inside Michelle's head right now.

When my vision was sucked into the light I again lost my sight, no, actually I couldn't open my eyes, it was an uncomfortable feeling not being able to open my eyes.

I felt wet, it felt like I was inside a lot of sticky stuff, it was a horrible feeling.

I couldn't move my body right so I couldn't do anything.

'I can't move my body and I can't open my eyes, what's going on here? Are you going to tell me I'm a disabled person or something? ' If that happened it would be better to have answered no, living as a disabled person is impossible for me.

But I didn't think about it for long, because soon after I started to feel a strange feeling, it was like someone was pushing me but I couldn't feel any hands touching me.

I started to be pushed very slowly down, after a long time I started to feel a little wind on my face and then felt some hold on me.

And after a lot of fighting I was taken from the place I was, I still didn't know where I was because I still couldn't open my eyes.

After I was taken out of this wet place I was put on a blanket because I could feel it, but it was very strange because I felt like someone was holding me in your arms.

'I'm not too big to do this to me?' I was a little surprised someone is holding me on your lap, but it didn't last long, because soon after I realized what had happened.

I just was born, right? If I was reincarnated I had to be reborn as a child, but why did I have to enter that child's body still inside my mother's belly? The feeling wasn't so bad but it was still scary.

I still keep my memories, so it was so scary to me.

"Take this child away, this woman needs to recover to get back to work." I heard the voice of a man, is he, my father?

"Please let me at least take care of my daughter." A woman's voice, is it my mother? But why are they fighting?

"Shut up, you're just a sex slave, your daughter will be thrown somewhere, maybe when she grows up she can be a good tool. GWHAHAHA" What's that? What's going on here, why are you saying that?

"Please do not do that."

Guu ~~

"Cof..cof .. please don't do this." What's going on here, I can't see a thing, I just heard the sound of a punch, did it hit my mom? Isn't he my father? Why did he do it?

Damn, I can do nothing to help her.

'I need to open my eyes.' I want to at least see my mother's face, I need to see what she looks like so I can find her later. These people will take me away, I need to remember your face.

'Come on, please eyes.' I opened my eyes slowly, and finally, I got to see.

My mother was lying in bed, but she was in a state that was infuriating me, she was bruised and also totally dirty.

But most surprising were her ears, her ears were oddly shaped, was she an elf? Did I go to a fantasy world?

But wasn't a fantasy world supposed to be a dream world? why is my mother in this state?

And why are these people doing this to her? They also called her a sex slave.

"Get this kid out of here." I looked into the man's face and I was disgusted just looking at his face. He was fat and had a horrible beard, he was identical to the disgusting noble of fantasy stories.

Damn, is he throwing me away? What will he do to me? What the ****.

"Please don't take my daughter." My mother begged the man again, but it was no good as the man ignored her then left the room with a woman carrying me.

She was a woman who didn't look like an elf, but she wore a maid's outfit, I could see from the hat on her head, it was those typical accessories that the maids wore.

Good thing I could see my mother's face, she had blond hair and beautiful green eyes, it was wonderful. But she was very hurt, looks like she had been beaten for a long time, did they do it while she was pregnant with me?

"Put this child with the others, don't spend too much on them, if anyone survives put them to work, I don't want lazy kids living here." The fat man again saying disgusting things.

"Yes, sir." The maid obeyed him without even thinking twice, she must be like my mother, if she doesn't obey she would be beaten too, I already know how the system works in this house.

The maid came into a dark room, the only thing I could feel was the stink of urine and stink of trash inside.

The maid put me on a bed anyway and then left the room.

Lucka couldn't see anything, so he didn't even realize he was in hell itself.