...what a day today. I got two bad news today. I am writing in English. I don't know why but I feel light by writing English. Now I am in my study table .Mom is thinking I am writing my homework ....

...The 1st bad news is my close friend tawsif has changed his school that means I am alone now ....

...The second one ................

...First let me tell I am a manga reader. I kike to read manga .I have a boyfriend in mangatoon. we started our relationship in 3 January. We were in relationship before too but for some reason we breakup. Today I was shocked when I saw that he was betraying me . He got another girlfriend .so I talked with the girl. I think that girltold him about me .So he asked me do I have WhatsApp. He wanted to talk with me . But I told him the truth that I don't have . I don't know what he will say...

......9:06 pm......

......I am in the washroom ,so no one can see me writing it . I was shocked .it was 8:35 pm . I saw a massage in mt . I saw it was from Mark. but I was shocked I don't know that he was using another person ID ......

...and he use that word that mark never used. Atleast not infront of me . so I'm 50 %sure he isn't Mark.. He use 'SHIT ' word so I don't know anything then this . May be Mark is using his friend account and her friend has a girlfriend and he isn't betraying....

...Who knows .I will know it later....

...9:36 pm...

...Again I took the phone and find out it wasn't Mark profile. It was his friend profile . I'm shocked .I'm still confuse what is happening. What the hell is going on....

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right now it is day I mean the sun is just coming up . I'm writing it right now BCS I am shocked I just took the phone and saw the massage carefully what was it. now I found out that it is mark profile and his friend was using it ( don't worry mark was the person whom I had been relation) his friend just took his phone an told me that he wanted to talk with me about it . and I become more shocked 😲 when I found it that the 'SHIT'( I don't know why I am writing it in capital letter) word was written by mark. no way how can it be and what his friend wanted to talk with me . who knows .

😑😑😑😑😶do I looks like a lazbian or what. I just saw that a girl proposed me and I was like (kuttini ,bandor, bish, lekton , TU kisko propose ..... Maro mujhe mujhe Maro 😭😭😭) sooooo I don't know what but everything is messed .

I can't take it. but it actually hurts me that mark is betraying me even though I never saw him nor he did and I knew he is a play boy (from the beginning of our relationship). but still it hurts . I can say that after 3 years I fall in love with that baka . he made me fall in love again . and I hate it the most . falling in love isn't easy for me . after my first love I mean after I got his answer I never fall in love with any one ( why I'm writing the word "FALL IN LOVE" it sucks 😞) . mark make me like a angel from heaven no wait a devil from hell 🤣🤣🤣 . but still I was prepared for this day BCS I know he is a playboy. it's normal for me .{ ( I wanna Lough 🤣🤣)[so pitiful 😢😢😢or maybe like ooooo im in the desert ] } I don't know why when I saw that he is betraying me I wanted to cry but I can't ( BCS I am a dumbo) it was hard for me (BCS I don't.... know why.....) I didn't cry for 2 years{( a lieeeeee) I was like a cold stone to others (another lieeeeee) ,😠😡😡😡🤬🤬🤬💢💢the author is disturbing (oh sorry)} without my family I was cold to others . yeah it's not like I didn't cry but not for outsiders. I have cried for my family .. after two years I actually wanted to cry for an unknown person . I actually did it {( maybe it was fun right?)like hell-_-} it was about 1:54pm . no one was was seeing me that time . I was alone . (it feels like a girl was running at the night .... the road was dark and she was alone.) I was keep saying he can't do this to me ( a lots of lieeeeee) even though I know he can .( he can even do sex🙃) he has his own life . he has his own freedom (like hell) I just fall in love with an unknown person who I don't even know what a life

LIKE SHIT I CARE 💅💅 (doing makeup is much better phoooooo phoooo