Welcome to my book

Few things before we began this journey ...every thing used in this book is fiction name places incident used in this book is all authors imagination ...any thing resemble to any person while living or dead is coincidence mean while name's of BTS member is used this should be not mean to be their actual personal personality presentation

All rights are reserved .no part of this book should be reproduced through any mean of entertainment . without my permission

In summary I don't allow anyone to translate my work neither palgiarism is allow

I don't own any pictures used in this book credit gone to right full owner

Last but not least this is fanfiction not a life story of your and my don't take it personally I am here to share my thoughts with you guys and entertain you

At last I am slow at response but I am responsive please make your self free to response

And at last

Love your self ❤️

... I don't realize how much I love her until  she was standing there ...

Present pov

All I could feel on my tender , fragile skin was freezing cold air, the sound of silence around me was chilling and frighting in every possible way.

Holding the paper tightly. I was staring blankly towards the building.The building that is used to my safe point my heaven my everything but now that place is just a misery from which I want to run . By gathering my all courage I start picking my steps  towards building. Entering the elevator pressing the 5 button and making myself secure at the corner . The tears that are ready to fall  by just imaginary from where things got wrong  before they fall she  wiped them harshly . Telling my self that  this is all what I deserve by stabbing all my love ones . I'm the cause for all what happened. How can deceive misery .

Hearing the beep sound indicating I have  just reached 5 floor  making my self presentable ,wiping my eyes last time taking deep breath I  just put my self out of the elevator.But the memory that I shared with the man who is used to be all mine are suffocating  me . Suffocating me to the dead .

Taking my frail body out of the elevator. I just have taken few steps . My breath starting to  become heavy .  I lost my balance and fell on the floor putting my both hands on the floor . Rising one hand to clutch my left side of shirt and  started to pat my heart little bit hardly due to lack to oxygen flow in my body .

I  started to suffer from lost of breath the memory's ,the love I share with the one who is responsible for all this is starting to hunt me after staying helpless on the floor about 5 mints.

Holding back the tears that wet the eyes as they are not willing to let me settle . Gathering  all my hates love, revenge, emotions  and telling my self I will get my revenge what they have done  to me and my love's one .......I will just  kill them by my  bare hands . After  spruce my self and wiping the tears off I  clutching the paper in my hand and start  moving toward the my apartment.

...I will just pretend to hug you until you get here with me with all you love again 😔...

Staring at the door for a little while I pick hand up to knock after three gentle knock. I waited  for someone to open but no one came. Again rising hand  to knock but before I could do some one open it .When the door opened the man who I was hating with my all will is standing infront of me  with redness evident in his doe eyes messy hair bangs covering those doe  eyes but still redness are visible ,red nose , parted lips taking breaths with open mouths as having difficulty to breathe from nose after excess cry .

Our eyes met for a little while but instance he moved  a side giving me space to be in the apartment without any hesitation . I started my step towards the TV louche . Taking each step with heavy heart  and  eyeing  surrounding . the views make my heart ach . Shoe rack was a mess . Taking few steps I reached to TV louche . The apartment is small but  cozy with small TV louche , small  open kitchen where hardly more than two persons can stand comfortably right side to the kitchen are two beds room with attached washrooms  most attractive part of apartment is window that is the main source of positive energy which they thought .

Eyeing TV louche where dust is evident that no one have ever touched them as they where used to be touched by the owner .Pizza boxes vines bottles are all over the place , even nears the window sides all you can see are vines bottles and not doubt whole apartment is in aroma of Alcohol .

kitchen sink is Full of dirty dishes as they are not washed about long time. Hearing the name that he used to call when we are deadly in love make me want to cry and hug him tightly I turned towards him . He  called again  but this time with little bit shivering and tears are already on his cheeks.. approaching toward me  " Laila "but stopped in  his track when I show him palm to stop .

Reaching  toward sofa and pick up some used up clothes and towel and put them aside to sit . The guy  just stand beside the sofa nothing exchange between us ... feeling suffocated I show him  the paper  I was holding .

The man just stared the blankly at the girl then again on paper.

After while with shivering voice  "hhh"

Taking deep breath

"How !!can you do this ........(silence) that was ours  Baby . He have done nothing wrong you can't do this"     the guy exclaimed as  he hold one hand of the girl he loved dearly Nyl just tell me you have not done anything to our  child hmm tell me please love.........(silence)  you can't do this. The boy is already in to much pain he lost someone whom he was dream for to long .

The girl just nod her head in agreeing that she have done the abortion without any regret.

The guy rise his voice by crashing the all the vine bottles and boxes from the table "That was ours you can't Abort like that "(with loud sobbing cry ) he just lost every word . Pain , heart broken, betray was evident In his voice

Making herself at his knees infront of the girls holding his hand in her hand and feeling the warmth of his hand.which is love most when never he fell lonely .

He said Just tell me the truth you have not done anything like that you know how much I love you I promise you no matter how much we suffer but we will never be apart we.......

But  before he can complete his word the girl just removed her hands from his hold said , Jeon jungkook we are done from here onwards  we owe nothing from each other  you are free to live your life as I am now ".

Maintaining her cold emotional less face she said and  pick her self up made toward the door she can hear the guy pleading  voices , his sorry but it's too late to be sorry now .

Holding the door knob she turn towards the jeon and ask" have you ever love me!! .How can I trust you now give me a favour leave me alone Saying that she just opened the door and moved out before he can say any thing and closing the door behind .She moved toward the exist as fast she can ......it's late but not too late