The following story you will read has obscene language and descriptive fighting scenes.

Reader discresion is advice.

Josh POV:

Another day, the same shit.

My lenguage it's kind of vulgar, isn't it?

I don't care, you shouldn't mind either.

Or maybe a little bit.

Im 14 years old, im a little Husky with gray fur and my left eye brown and my right eye green.

Im the best student in all the school but I don't mind about that.

I don't really care about my grades, I have a good relation with all the teachers and they know me pretty well.

It's the first day of a new year and I heared about new students coming from other schools.

I hope that I don't have to speak with them.

As you can read, I don't have a good relation with other students.

I HATE all the classmates that i have.

Just fools who are pretending to study but they are nothing more that wasting the time.

I am the one who always study, thats why im the best in all the school.

Anyway, im arriving at school by now.

It's 7:50 in the morning and all my mates are in the saloon by now, I guess.

I got to the seat in the new classroom and I could hear all the others talking and wasting time among them.

Aron, the leader from the football team it's a fucking idiot.

He belives that everyone in the clases should be kissing his *** Just for being the leader of his team.

But everyone knows that outside the team he is nothing but a good mommy and pappy son, such a fuckin asshole.

Sandra, the chearleader.

She's awful, if you've seen any movie where the chearleader it's a motherfucking *****, she is the live motion from the character.

I detest her, with all my soul and heart.

The teachers came in and everyone sat their asses in their seats.

"Alright class, we got new students coming from diferent places today, come in"

Three fursonas came in.

Two males and a female.

"It's time to know each other pretty well, make a quick presentation and let your mates do the rest"

One of the three gave a step in front.

"My name is Jhon, I come from Oregon and I hope to make friends in here"

"Wich animal are you?" asked one of my classmates.

"Im a crow, im sorry if my feathers got to be a problem"

"Alright Jhon, go take a seat, next one, Tyler"

Jhon took the empty seat in front of me.

"My name is Tyler and im a wolf, I really hope to get to know each other and be friends"

He stuttered when he talked, he was so cute.

"Well done Tyler, go take a seat and be a good boy"

The last one of the three was the female.

"My name is Sonia and im a tiger, im completly harmless so you don't worry about it"

Sonia, it looks like someone who worth the time to know.

Tyler sat next to me.

I don't really think to be friend with any of them, either I need it.

The rest of the day got normal, as it always should.

Until the recess.

I always stay away from everyone, and everything.

I hate that something get between me and my food.

I saw Tyler coming to me nerviosly.

He is so fucking cute.

"Do you mind if i stay with you?" he asked stuttering.

"Go ahead, you can stay"

He sat next to me.

"Why aren't you with the others?" I asked.

"I don't really like being among much people, i start to stutter" he answered.

"Well, I don't really like to be with other people, but as long as you don't bother me, you can stay"

"Im okay with that"

Despite of his look he was very cute, in a good way.

His ears peaked with every sound he heared.

"Hey there fellas" said Sonia in our back.

"Good lord you almost killed me" I said.

She scared me to death.

"Don't worry, I don't bite, much" She smiled.

"You better not"

"I think im gonna have a heart attack, give me a sec" said Tyler.

"C'mon, it wasn't that bad" she said.

"Well, it wasn't the jumpscare you gave, it was more your face" I laugh.

"Oh go to hell" she said.

"Im sorry, it was a bad joke I know.

Hey ty- where's Tyler?"

"Who?"

"The new kid, the one who was beside me all this time"

"I think he went inside, I think he really was having an heart attack"

"Ow, and I thought that we could really talk, wait a minute, Why are you here?"

"Well I saw you two talking to each other alone and I thought that I could join the party"

"I like you, in a good way" I said.

"Well, thank you, not very people tell me that, for being a tiger you know, a feral depredator"

"I dont belive you, we're in 2021"

"And still people think that im a savage, thats makes me sad"

"Well I dont think you're savage, I think you're cool"

"Thank you, you know, I really like you, in a good way of course"

"I know, what is your story? How did you ended up here?"

"Well my father got a job in the city, we came from the other side of the state to here, and what about you?"

"Well I was born here and I think thats all my story"

"Thats all? What a waste of time"

"Yeah I aint got a science fiction story, forgive me your majesty"

"Go to hell"

"And before, in your other school, you tried any sport or something?"

"Yeah, and what for?"

"Here in this school we got a football team, for girls and boys, if youre interested"

"I prefer more voleyball, I was the best in my team"

"That would be a hell to find a team about it but not imposible, im sure you could find something here"

"You are a pretty good kid, why are you alone?"

"I dont like to spend much time with other people, but when the oportunity comes out I take it, like now"

"I think we could be a real good couple"

"As long as you dont bite me, im fine"

"You got my promise, now lets get back to class, mate"

"I like it, more than I ever liked another name"

"Look at us, only 10 minutes and we are the best of friends"

"Sure as ****"

Did I just said that in front of her?! What the **** is wrong with me?

"It damn well does it" she smiled.

Good lord, thanks.

"Lets get back inside, we got work to do" I said.

"You lead the way"

When I got back to the classroom Tyler was in my seat.

Why?

"Hey bud youre in my seat" I said kindly.

"Is it?" he looked the seat "Oh ****, it is, im sorry"

"Dont worry pal we all make mistakes"

"Forgive me please"

He leaned a little bit like a reverence.

"It aint nothing buddy, I aint angry, just be careful the next time"

"I will"

He sat in his seat and covered his face with his arms.

I said it twice and here it goes a third, he's so damn cute.

The rest of the day was normal.

Until it was time to get back to our home.

"Bye Sonia, seeya later" I said

"Seya Josh"

"Ey Josh" stoped me Tyler.

"What up buddy" I answered.

"I was wondering if you could be able to go out for a day, you know go eat or something, like friends"

"With you? Always partner, when and where and I will be there"

"Maybe this friday?"

"Where?"

"You know the Colton Hill park?"

"A little"

"Maybe in the cafe in front of it"

"OK, Colton Hill, friday, oh, what time?"

"Are you free after school? I mean, if they dont leave us homework of course"

"Yeah, I guess that this friday I will have to come with a change of clothes in the back"

"I can wait if you want to go home and change the uniform"

"No, its okay, well, see you later ty, I can call you ty can I?"

"Call like you want Josh, see you"

From all the people who could invite me to a hangout, I never tought he would be the one.

He's full of surprises and cuteness.

(Wednesday)

I made a plan with Sonia.

I am taking part of her tour in the city with her family.

Why the **** I am here?

"Hey Josh, theres other thing that we gotta see?" asked Sonia.

"I think that's everything, the important at least, there's a beach too, I think you would like it, for your voleyball thing"

"Thanks for the tour kid, we appreciate it" said her mother.

Her mother was the tiger and her father was a border collie.

"Dont thank me, its the least I could do for a new family in town, welcome to furryvile"

"Are you sure that your parents dont really gonna be upset by you being here kid?" asked her father.

"No, they dont really worry about me so, its okey, oh look the hour I gotta go home to do the homework"

"Sonia told us it wasnt any homework" said her mother.

"**** you Josh!" she yelled at me as I was running away.

(Thursday)

I was with Tyler eating at recess.

"And that's the problem /" I said until I felt like touching my leg.

I looked down and Sonia was sniffing something on the ground.

"What the hell is wrong with you?" I asked for

"I smell meat, something tasty" she replied

"You must be sniffing Anthony, he's a bull"

"No, it's close here, I smell it"

she walked over to Tyler and started sniffing his leg.

"Hey what are you doing, get off of me" Tyler said.

"It's you, where do you have it? I've spent a long time without eating good meat"

"Well, here you have it now get off me"

He pulled a piece of meat out of his pocket wrapped in a damn napkin.

Where the hell did he get that from?

Sonia took the meat and ran like crazy.

"She really needs something to entertain herself with, anyway, where did you get that from?"

"Of a store"

How is that?

I better forget it.

"Is tomorrow still standing? I ask to get my clothes"

"Sure, tomorrow I'll also come with clothes in my backpack"

(Friday)

I was waiting at the school entrance for Tyler.

He was saying goodbye to his parents.

Sonia approached me

"Today it's time to go out for a while, huh?" she said

"**** you, yeah"

"Treat him with care, I know how you are"

"I do not promise anything"

"Don't screw it up okay? It's your first date"

"Date? What are you talking about?"

"You are not a couple?"

"NO, of course not, what the hell is wrong with you?"

"Oh please, and all the time you spend together?"

"I have respect for women but I also believe in gender equality, so get out of here before I punch you"

"Good, but if one day they confuse you, you know why"

"Yes yes, go"

she left and Tyler arrived.

"Are you ready?" he asked with a smile

"Sure yeah, let's go"

boyfriends.

Yes of course, first hell will freeze before I am a partner of another man.

we got to the cafe and went inside.

"Are you going to change first or am I?" he asked

"Go first, but if there is a second bathroom, let me know"

He left and came back after a few seconds.

"There is a second bathroom, come"

I went with him and we went to the bathroom.

good that they have double.

each one entered a separate one and I began to take off my clothes.

"Let's hope no one gets in" laughed Tyler

"I'll die if that happens" I laughed with him.

"And what is that you have against men? I have noticed that you do not like to have a lot of contact with someone of the same sex"

"It's nothing, just your assumptions"

"Okay, if you don't want to talk about it we won't talk"

"Talk about what? There is nothing to talk about that, I have nothing against men"

"And why were you angry when Sonia confused us?"

"Did you hear that?"

"I am a wolf, I have a good ear"

Shit

"I'm not homophobic or anything like that, I just don't want to be mistaken for someone gay is all"

"People are very superstitious now, they see two men hanging out and they think they are gay"

"It's crazy right?" I asked laughing

"Very crazy" he answered

We both went out and saw each other.

He was wearing a black shirt with green pants.

I was wearing a green shirt and black pants.

"Holy shit" he said.

"I know, we don't know how to combine clothes" I laughed

"Speak for yourself" he replied

"Come on, look at you, if we had a mirror you would look like an asshole"

"And you think I'm not now?"

"Let's get out and let the day pass"

"Alright"

We both got outside and sat on one of the tables in the cafe.

I was looking trough the mirror.

"And how you've been with Sonia? It seems you both are a good couple" Tyler said.

"Pretty good, Real good i think, she's... Well, she's a lost case, just like me"

"You aren't a lost case, and either her, I really think you should try with her"

"You really think so? I guess I will give her a chance, but not now, I have some other bussines to atent to"

"You always worrying about school, you never rest?"

"In a way, no"

"Not even in weekends?"

"Im a bussy kid, I don't like to spend time in other things that don't help me in my studies"

"You really need some rest, you know that being stressed all the time aint good for your healt"

"I aint stressed, its completly normal for me, but your right, maybe I should rest a little"

"Lets use this day for that, We didn't got homework today, would you like to come to my house and play a little?"

"Yeah sure, why not?"

"Your parents will be okay with that?"

"I deal with my parents, dont you worry about that"

"Okey dokey"

The waiter came by.

"Are your parents around?" he asked.

"We came by ourselfs, stop the questions and do your job" I answered.

"As you wish, I dont mind nothing as long as you pay"

"Sure" said Tyler.

We both made our order and the waiter went.

"You were rude" Tyler said.

"I dont like to be under constant questions, i hate it"

"But that was... Nevermind"

"How have you been to all of this? Are you comfortable in this place?"

"The city is quite a place, to much sites to visit and see, I kinda like it"

"I know the city pretty well, if you want I can take to a tour, just like I did with Sonia"

"I would like but, I aint gonna be here for too long"

"And whats that?"

"We just moved here for a more less than a year, we are moving to Seattle next year"

"You will leave? Well I guess nothing is forever"

"Yeah, I think I will miss this place, but I think I will be fine"

"This city will miss you, if the walls could talk"

"Dont be such a silly man, I aint leaving yet"

"But I guess you will leave a day, im just getting into it"

"We aint a couple, Dont be so sentimental"

"**** you"

"Im already fucked"

"Haha, you sir are a good fellow"

"You too , sir"

We ate and we went to Tyler's house.

His parents were very kind to me.

We got into his room.

Holy ****.

His room is better than mine.

He has two consoles.

"Welcome to my Humble abode" he smiled sitting in his bed.

"Really? Humble?"

"What? You Dont like it?"

"You got two consoles, who the **** have two consoles?"

"Well one of my brother and one is mine"

"You have a brother?"

"I never told you? Yeah I have an older brother, he's working by now so we can use his console"

"Why use that if we could just simply do the double screen?"

"I feel more comfortable like that"

"Understood"

"Do you like my room?"

"It is better than mine so, yeah"

"You think I could go to your house sometime?"

"I don't think so, it aint that I Dont like it, I would love it, but my parents think different"

"That's alright, it doesn't matter"

Even when his sad he's so damn cute.

"We are gonna play or what?" I asked.

"What do you wanna play?" he answered.

"Anything, as long as I play with you"

He looked surprised.

Wait, did he just blushed?.

He is so motherfucking cute oh my god.

"Well, let me see what we could play" he said nerviously as he got up.

I will miss that boy when he goes.

"I think this will be okay" he said showing the box of a game.

"Wich is it?"

"Call Of Duty Modern Warfare, the new one, not the others"

"No shit, do you Really have it?"

"Here"

He lanced me the box and I nearly Dont catch it.

"But we will need two of them isn't it?"

"My brother always has his disc inside the console, he loves to play COD"

"And wich is your favorite game?"

"One called Red Dead Redemption 2, but that one is for one person only"

"Did you ended it?"

"Yeah, it was the best game i've ever played, and later in the list there is God Of War"

"You know about good games buddy"

"I thought you didn't had a console"

"That I Dont have one doesn't mean that I aint informed about it"

"Touche"

"Let's get going, shall we?"

"Of course"

We both played until it was starting to go dark outside.

"I think its time for me to go" I said standing up.

"Now? In Middle of the night?"

"I know How to take care of myself dont worry, see you later Tyler"

"See ya Josh"

I didn't watched the floor while I was walking and I fell to the ground.

"Josh! Are you okay?"

"Im fine, what the **** its on the floor?"

"Its my bag, im sorry"

"It aint nothing, hey I think this got out"

It was a notebook.

It had *Diary* wroted in the front.

He has a pretty good caligraphy.

"Here"

I gave him the notebook and he took a little blushed.

"Take care Ty"

"You too Josh"

He has a diary.

He is such a cute boy.

(1 Month Later)

The time I have spended with both of them it had been the best time of my life.

Tyler its a good boy and a good partner.

Sonia its more like a crazy *** witch.

She always gets in troubles.

Surprisely I dont get caught with her, despiste im always around her.

Sonia got lucky and got into a voleyball team.

Tyler and i always go with her to her trainings.

She's looks like an angel when its playing, She's wonderful.

I never thought that I would like to be with another one.

I love this feeling.

(August 02, 2023)

Josh POV:

Hi, my name is Josh, it's nice to meet you.

to be honest no.

I hate people and you are no exception.

I am a Siberian Husky with gray fur and with different colored eyes each.

I am 16 years old and I am in high school, my second year.

I'm just going to start today.

I'm on my way to school.

stop by a park I frequent a lot, Colton Hill.

I don't even remember why I started coming here.

The only thing that matters to me is that in the morning it is a good place to be at peace with yourself and your thoughts.

I have vague memories of coming here with someone, but for some reason I can't remember who.

Maybe with Sonia.

oh right, my best friend Sonia.

We have been friends since we were children.

She is a good woman, although sometimes she is a hopeless case.

She's on a volleyball team, the best of the whole fucking team.

For my part, I don't do any exercise.

Nor am I looking to join any sports team.

I am in perfect condition to do any sport that I want but I don't want to for a simple reason.

My studies.

If I start training a sport, I know that I will lower my grades.

and I have been the first place in all classes since elementary school.

Although my body does not resemble my physical abilities at all.

I'm too skinny for what I can really do

To give an example, I look like Ellie from The Last Of Us part 2 but I should look like Abby.

that's just a resemblance to me, I'm not so skinny.

Also my fluffy fur helps me hide it.

I arrived at school and entered the classroom.

Sonia was already there.

"Hey Josh, are you ready for what's next today?" she asked excitedly

"You know I don't, but I have no choice, where is my seat? I walked from my house to here, I want to sit down"

"It's that one on the wall, it touched you next to Aron"

Motherfucker.

I hate that asshole.

He thinks he is the king of everything just for being the captain of the fucking football team.

And his girlfriend, Sandra, the leader of the cheerleading team.

The two of them are the couple to the neck. You would like to put two bullets and leave them to rot.

"I heard a new student is coming" Sonia said as she sat me down

"Great, another asshole who comes to waste time and of others" I replied

"Sometimes I wonder why I am your friend" she smiled

"Because you're a masochist, that's why" I laughed

"**** you"

"I'm already screwed"

She sat in the other half of the room and I sat in my corner.

The minutes passed and I decided to read a book that I had in my backpack for now.

It wasn't an interesting story but I liked it for some reason.

The protagonist is a boy who had a girlfriend but he met another boy and tries not to become gay even though he himself knows he is but he refuses to admit it.

For some reason that simple plot has me hooked.

I have no idea how long I was reading but the teacher came in and I put it in my backpack.

"Very good class, this year we have a new student, be kind and affectionate with him"

A wolf came through the door and entered.

"My name is Tyler and it's nice to meet you and I hope we can get along."

He seems very confident in himself, he doesn't stutter or anything.

Something in him makes me known, also his name sounds like something to me.

Did I ever meet him?

I'm trying to figure out why he makes himself known to me.

"You can sit behind Josh" the teacher told him.

"I will do that"

As he approached me i tried to remember him but I couldn't.

He sat behind me and lowered his head.

he looks very cute.

I guess I'll have this thorn in all day.

The class was normal until it was time for recess.

I was eating with Sonia.

Who is he? Why do I remember him from somewhere?

"Hey Josh, are you listening to me?" Sonia interrupted me.

"Excuse me, what did you say?"

"You're very distracted today, what's wrong with you?"

"It's nothing, it's just that I have something hanging around my head but I'm fine, from now on you will have my full attention"

"I'll trust you, as I was saying, do you remember Sarah? My teammate"

"The ferret? Sure, how can I forget her, she's crazy"

"She invited me to eat after practice, can you believe it? A woman asking me out"

"And what does she have? I doesn't see how bad it is if she just wants to go out with you to eat, as long as she doesn't tell you that she likes you, all right"

"That's the problem, what if she tells me that she likes me? I wouldn't know what to say to her."

"That is your problem, not mine, as long as she does not tell you that she likes me, she will continue to be a problem that is not mine"

"**** your mother"

"HA bad shot partner"

I saw Tyler sit alone on a bench.

"What are you staring at?" Sonia asked me.

"The new one, is alone"

"Like us, also, isn't that Tyler Woods? The one who walked in with me like 2 or 3 years ago."

"Do we know him?"

"Did you forget about him? If before you were inseparable"

"I don't remember, are you sure he's not someone else?"

"Sure, he is the same"

"I still can't remember"

"It's a hopeless case if you don't go with him, go see if you can remember him that way"

"No, it is possible that if I do not remember, less he will remember me"

(August 4)

The school was normal.

nothing out of the ordinary or things I don't already know.

Even classes are boring if I don't entertain myself thinking about Tyler.

Did I really know him before?

"Josh, are you sure your thing with Tyler isn't becoming a problem?" Sonia asked before starting clases.

"Yes, it is not a problem, I have not stopped doing homework or working so I think it is not"

"But you don't even pay attention in class anymore"

"Is it because they already taught us all that last year?"

"Seriously?"

"Yes, you don't remember?"

"I don't even remember what I ate yesterday"

"And that's why I'm the damn best student in the whole school."

"Don't be so conceited"

"Don't ask me to stop doing what I love" I laughed

she raised her middle finger and went to sit down.

Tyler came in

I have to know, if I really knew him before.

He sat behind me and I turned around in the chair.

"Hey mate, you make me acquainted, did we ever meet?" I asked for

"I don't think so, you don't make me known" he replied

"I knew, oh sorry, I thought you were someone else"

"No problem, we all make mistakes"

Hey, that phrase is mine.

Bastard.

I know you, of that I am sure.

(Same day, different time)

I was accompanying Sonia to her Volleyball practice.

I know Tyler, where do I know him from?

"Here we are Josh, are you going to stay outside to do homework?" Sonia said.

"I want to go in, I want to free my mind for a while"

"Whatever you want"

We both entered the gym and all of Sonia's classmates greeted us.

"Josh, I didn't think you would like to come here anyway, you always stay outside" the coach told me.

the trainer was a black-furred marmot.

She always wore a sports cap.

"This time I thought about trying something different, I want to see if volleyball might interest me"

"You? You are not even interested in sports" she laughed

"I want to see if this one can interest me enough"

"Well, you can be the points counter, he has a very good view of everything that happens on the court, also so you could learn how to play, the basics at least"

"I am interested, where is my place?"

"It's that chair over there, use the notebook to write down the points, I guess I can rest a bit."

"You were going to be the accountant?"

"Yes, but how well you arrived, I need a break"

"No problem, you rest, I'll send myself"

"Thanks child"

She left and sat on a wall.

she lowered her cap so that she would cover her eyes and it seems that she fell asleep.

"Is it okay for her to do that?" I asked for

"It'll be fine, let's play!"

They all split into two teams and I sat down.

Wait, Sonia, when did she change her clothes?

"I have no idea how to do this" I said

"Right now? When are we going to play?" Sonia's companion asked angrily.

"If you teach me I learn quickly"

"Well, I'll teach him, wait" said Sonia.

After several minutes of her explaining the scores to me I finally understood.

"Well, I think I have it, you can start."

Sonia went back to her team and they took the ball.

Sonia was going to serve.

she backed off as far as she could and threw the ball.

She jumped up to hit him in the air.

She is beautiful.

She looks like an angel.

(30 minutes later)

"Point for Sonia, game over, Sonia's team wins"

They all stopped and sat on the floor exhausted.

"And I thought we could have a chance against her" said Sarah

"Keep waiting bitch" said Sonia.

"And that's it? I mean, what do you do in one day? When I stay outside it's always several hours, now it's only 30 minutes" I said

"We are exhausted, besides the coach is asleep, we don't know what to do" replied a colleague.

"That I'm asleep is not an excuse not to do something" I heard the coach.

She woke up?

"What do we do, coach?" Sonia asked.

"The losers will run the entire court 10 times and the others will practice the passes"

"To the order"

One half of the team began to run around the court and the other half began to play with the ball.

"How was it, boy? Did you have fun?" the coach asked me

"I entertained myself" he replied

"Go they told them a drag, Sonia is a machine"

"She is an angel" I murmured

"Sorry?"

"Nothing, I thought out loud"

"It seems that you know what you do in this job, would you be interested in staying as the official accountant of the team? Of course if that does not present a problem for your studies" she offered me

"I would love to, I never thought that I would be so interested in this"

"Great, only if you are going to miss a day, tell me in advance, then we will race for you"

"Sure, tomorrow I start?"

"Of course"

Great, I already have a job and close to Sonia.

I will see her play and fly in the air.

"Coach, we're done" whimpered a colleague

"Another 10 more, don't be lazy"

"**** you Sonia!" shouted Sarah

Sonia started laughing along with her team.

I love this job.

(August 6)

School was boring today.

More than normal.

Things we saw in elementary school.

But ... I still don't know who the hell Tyler was

As much as I try to remember him, I can't.

"Ready Josh?" Sonia asked me before starting the training.

"Yes"

"Understood, let's play!"

They all started to play and I followed the ball with my eyes.

"I'm glad to have you here boy" I heard the coach behind me.

"I'm glad to be here coach, thanks for giving me the job" i answered turning to look at her.

"And if you like to be here? I mean as an accountant only"

"Sure although if you gave me some other task from time to time I would love to help"

"That is the spirit child"

I heard the ball hit the ground and some sneakers skidding on the ground.

"Score" said Sonia whimpering

"Point for Sonia"

"I take the ****" said Sarah

"We continue"

I started to laugh.

"Do you have fun?" the coach asked.

"A lot, I like being here, I don't know why I didn't feel like it before, it's incredible"

"You can tell that Sonia also likes you to be here, now she tries much more"

"I guess I encourage her"

"Or she just wants to impress you"

"Impress me? Me? She impresses me every day that she goes on in school with her grades."

"I have heard her talk a lot about you, she is very fond of you"

"I also have affection for her, I have spent a large part of my life with her"

"Do you think she's looking for someone to partner with?"

"Her? With someone? I don't think so, the way she is is almost unbearable and I don't think she likes being with someone very much either"

The ball hit the ground again.

"**** it I'm giving up" Sarah said.

"Point to Sonia, today you're burning huh?"

"I feel like a fucking hurricane" she said.

"Remember that you should not overexert yourself, rest for now" said the coach.

"I'm fine"

I saw something in her that seemed strange to me.

"Sonia, your legs are shaking"

"I'm fine, I already said it"

"I do not want you to get injured, and much less than in a week is the game against Seattle, sit down" ordered the coach.

"Do you have a game in a week?" I asked for

"Yes, Seattle vs. Furryvile, didn't you know?" the coach answered.

"I knew about football but I didn't know about Volleyball"

"It would be good if you went but since the team is not from the school you will have to stay"

"Besides that I will also pass the tasks to Sonia"

"Quite a nerd" said a partner of Sonia.

I raised my middle finger to her.

"You are a good boy, whoever stays with you will be lucky to have you"

"Thank you coach"

Sonia sat on the floor next to my chair.

"Here, I'm tired of sitting down" I said getting up

"Don't forget the notebook"

I took the notebook and stood still.

The coach left and left me and Sonia alone.

"Today you had a good shag" I said.

"I'm exhausted" she replied.

"Do not forget that we were given homework, today you will have a long night"

"You too, don't worry"

"I finished it between classes, I have the day off"

"How the hell do you end up /"

"Point to Amanda, what were you saying?"

"How did you finish a 5-sheet rehearsal between classes?"

"Because I'm a good student and I don't put things off for later."

"Do you criticize me? We are in high school, here they hardly give you a break from homework and things in class"

"You wouldn't be in such a hurry if you had paid attention to the classes they gave us, for my part I already know everything they have said since we started this school year.

Point for Kira "

"Sometimes I wonder if you are conceited or if you are just an idiot"

"I'm both" I laughed "point to Kira, game over, A wins"

"It's already getting dark, today was a good training day, I'll wait for you on Monday at the same time girls" said the coach.

"Thanks for the training" said a girl.

"Hey Sarah, are you still going to eat?" Sonia asked her

"Yes, but I want you to rest, maybe Monday, today go to rest" she answered

"I'm fine, come on, go /"

she tried to get up from the chair but fell as soon as she got up

"Sonia, are you okay?" I asked as I picked her up

"Yes, it was nothing" she replied

"I don't think she can walk, I'll take her to her house, we'll be fine"

"Are you sure you can leave like this in the middle of the night?" the coach asked.

"Sure, I'm a tough bastard"

"I'll trust you, go"

I picked her up in my arms and managed to take her backpack in my hand.

"I don't know where you live, so you'll have to guide me" I said.

"It's just a few streets away, just go straight and I'll tell you when you get there" she replied

I started walking with her in my arms.

I can't believe I'm doing this.

"You like to bring me like that don't you?" she asked smiling

"Don't make this weirder than it already is" I replied avoiding eye contact.

"Okay, I shut up"

My arms started to get tired.

"I'm getting tired, I have an idea" I said.

I put her hands around my neck and let her hang onto me.

it's heavy!

I leaned her against a wall and moved her towards my back.

I carried her legs with my arms and put my hands on her thighs to keep her from falling.

"Hey, are you sure you don't want to touch me too much?" she asked laughing.

"If you want I'll get you down here" I replied

"Take me, I'm tired"

she rested her head on my back.

Why do I feel nervous?

Why do I feel weird when I touch her thighs or that she uses me as a pillow?

Why do I feel this?

"Here it is" she said

"This is your house?" I asked for

"Yes, thanks for the /"

Her parents came out the door running towards us.

"Sonia, you had us very worried, what happened?" said her mother.

"The training took too long, and I got bad and Josh brought me" she replied.

"Thank goodness" her mother continued.

Sonia got off my back and handed her backpack back to her.

"Thanks for bringing me Josh" she said.

"It was a pleasure, see you later Sonia"

"Bye Josh"

I went out into the street and started walking.

How i love that girl.

(Next day)

I wonder how Sonia is

I'm on my way to her house.

Just to ask, I don't want to upset her parents.

I got home and rang the bell.

Her father opened the door.

"Is Sonia here?" I asked for

"Yes, come in, she would love to have you company" He replied

He let me in and led me to Sonia's room.

I knocked on the door.

"Come in" I heard Sonia on the other side.

I opened the door and I saw her lying on her bed looking at her cell phone.

She looked at me and was surprised.

"What are you doing here?" she asked confused.

"I just wanted to see how you were, that's all, don't think I'm here to steal"

"And why didn't you warn? I would have fixed myself at least a little"

She was wearing a white blouse and no pants, literally in underwear.

Damn it!

"I'll let you fix it" I said opening the door.

"What's the use now? You already saw me all"

"Do you really want me to stay with you like this?" I asked closing the door.

"Yeah, really, I feel like I know you well enough to know that you are no longer a pubertal idiot"

"It's fine"

"You matured very fast for your age"

"I don't like talking about it, how are you?"

"I'm fine, although my legs hurt a bit"

"It must be because you over exercised them, you will last a long time like this"

"But it will finish for the game the following weekend."

"You're really anxious huh?"

"It is the first official game I go to, of course I am anxious"

"I would like to go with you, but I can't"

"If you want to see it they will show it on TV, if the school lets you see it"

"I'll be attentive to that"

I want to go, I really want to go.

I want to see you fly, myself, not on a screen.

I want to cheer you on from the stands, not be yelling at the TV.

"And do you have something to do today?" she asked

"No, and you? Did you finish your homework?"

"That was exactly what I was going to ask you" she laughed

"Okay, let's do it, I'm in a good mood"

(August 8)

Monday again.

A new week the same problems of yesterday and today.

What a philosophical damn that came out.

Back to school as usual.

I always pass by Colton Hill.

Did i meet Tyler here? Is he who I remember here?

Do not know.

I have to know where I met him from, I can't stay like this.

I have to ask Sonia.

I got to school and went into the classroom.

Where is she?

She did not come?

Is she missing today?

just when I want to ask you something?

It must be because of her problem with her legs, although as I saw her on Saturday it did not seem too bad.

So I guess this time i will have to speak to Tyler personally.

I took my book out of my backpack and started reading.

Before I knew it, class started and there was no sign of Sonia or Tyler.

Sons of bitches, of all the days that could be missing, just today they do.

Damn my luck.

I just hope to find her practicing today.

(Several Hours Later)

I was going to the gym hoping to find her.

Came in and there she was.

Flying like an angel across the field.

"Just in time Josh we were about to start" the coach told me.

"Since when has Sonia been here?" I asked for

"For like an hour or two, why?"

"Absent to class"

"Seriously? Shit, I told her never to skip class, she told me there were no classes today.

Sonia! "

Sonia stopped and approached us.

"Why the hell did you miss class today? You lied to me girl"

"There were no classes today, right Josh?" she answered.

"I'm sorry Sonia, you know I can't help you with that"

"Now that's why you stay on the bench" continued the coach.

"How many days?" Sonia asked.

"No, you stay on the bench at the Seattle game, you will not go"

All the others stopped what they were doing

"What? Coach, are you going to leave the best of the team out of the tournament?" asked Kira

"Coach I will do whatever it takes, I will clean the gym, I will wash your car, but please, let me go, I swear I will not do it again" Sonia begged

"No is a no, girl, you have to learn to maintain your responsibilities, first is school"

The coach walked away and they all stood with their mouths open.

"Thanks for the fucking help" Sonia growled at me.

"You asked for it, why the **** did you miss school? You had me worried"

"Since when do you care what happens to me? Now you ruined everything for me"

"You blew it alone, don't look for me"

"I hate you"

She stormed off and left the gym.

Shit!!! I screwed up, I screwed up everything.

I shouldn't have done that, me and my stupid eager to screw things up.

Now she and everyone else hate me.

Why did I have to open my fucking mouth?!!!

I screw it up, I screw it up, I screw it up, I screw it up, I screw it up !!!!!!!!!

"Thanks for that Josh" Amanda told me

"Yeah, you don't have to screw it on my fucking face!"

I felt a tear run down my cheek.

I need to get out of here.

I ran to the gym restrooms and dropped my backpack on their doorstep.

I locked myself in one of the bathrooms and locked it.

I started to cry.

I screwed up, screwed up, screwed up everything.

For her and for me.

Now I will no longer have a chance to tell her how I feel about her.

She hates me.

I hate myself.

Now she will leave, as everyone did.

(Two days later)

I don't know how many days have passed since that happened.

Sonia went back to school but she no longer talks to me or looks at me.

Okay, I guess, I deserve it.

Colton Hill.

Yesterday afternoon I sat on the hill in the park.

I never do it in the morning because I'm late in school.

Today I am going to take a scolding from the teacher, I did not do the homework.

I just got home and turned on my console to forget about all the mess I caused.

I haven't slept well since Monday either.

I have dark circles and nodding as I walk.

I'm a mess.

I got to school and sat in my seat.

I don't even feel like reading my book anymore.

I don't even know which page I stay on.

I saw Tyler walk through the door.

Nor do I care to find out who he was.

My head hurts and I'm about to hit anyone who talks to me.

I don't know what the hell happened but suddenly everything went silent.

What a good time to sleep.

A knock on my desk woke me up from my dream.

"The dream was good huh? Go wash your face and meet me in my office" the teacher told me.

I got up and left the room.

How long did I sleep?

My head still hurts and my eyes are going to burst at any moment.

I washed my face and went into the teacher's office.

He was sitting at his desk.

"Have a seat Josh"

I sat in one of the chairs in front of the desk.

"You've been really bad lately Josh, what's wrong?"

"Nothing, I'm just going through a bad streak is all, in a few days I will recover"

"I understand, it must be difficult, because of your parents"

"Save the old sermon, get to the point"

"If you need help with something just say so and we will do our best to help you"

"I'm fine, I have nothing wrong, now if you'll excuse me, I have a class to attend"

I left his office and headed back to the classroom.

I entered and felt everyone's gaze on me.

****, **** each and every one of you motherfuckers.

(Hours later)

I was in my counter chair watching the game between the team.

"Do you know why Sonia hasn't been here lately?" the coach asked me

"Why does you ask me?" I replied

"You are her best friend, she must have told you"

"I don't think she'll talk to me again after what happened on Monday, could we change the subject? I don't feel right talking about it."

The game ended and Sarah approached me.

"Hey, if you are interested, the day after tomorrow I will go to eat with Sonia, I could regain your friendship with her" she told me

"Do what you want, I don't care.

Coach, is there any work I need to do now? "

"No, why?

"I want to leave early, I'm not feeling well"

I don't want to be here, where I ruined everything.

(The next day)

I was back on my way to school.

All days the same.

Go to school, go to training, and come home to do homework.

Or just play with my console and forget about everything, it is the same, anyway I do not learn anything new.

Colton Hill.

At this time no one is in the park.

A good time to be alone and rest from all this.

I'll be late for school if I stay here.

I don't think it will be too bad for me to miss school for just one day.

My other colleagues miss half a week and still pass.

I don't think just one lack will ruin me.

Walk down the stone tile hallway in the park.

I got out of the way and started walking across the grass.

I began to climb the small stone steps that had the hill.

Make it to the top of the hill and as always.

I sat on the bench near the edge.

The tree behind gave shade and it was cool.

The song of the birds filled my ears and calmed me.

How I would like to be like this forever.

No problems or worries.

Just you and the wind in your fur.

The smell of the grass in the morning.

The sun in the early hours of the day.

The sound of the leaves of the trees.

All that makes you just forget about everything.

I heard something hit the ground behind me.

I got up from the bench and walked towards the rocks.

I saw someone get up from the ground at the base of the mountain.

It was Tyler.

He had his backpack with him.

"Hey mate, are you okay?" ask going down.

"Yes, I'm fine", he replied, removing the dirt from his clothes.

"It was very loud, didn't you break anything?"

"No, really, I'm fine"

He was very cute despite being a bigger wolf than me.

"Did you want to go up the hill?" I asked for.

"I went up the hill but I saw you up there and I didn't want to disturb" he replied

"It was no bother, I was leaving anyway, I have business to attend to"

"Yes, we have school" he smiled

"Take it easy, I'll say you got sick" I laughed

"Thanks"

"No problem man, take care"

"See you later, Josh"

"Bye Tyler"

He is a good boy.

He started up the hill again.

I walked across the lawn and saw a notebook lying on the ground.

I picked it up and saw something written on the cover.

"My diary"

The handwriting with which it was written was beautiful.

This is from Tyler?

"Hey! Have you seen a notebook?" I heard him coming down the hill.

Shit.

"This?" I asked showing it.

"Thank god you found it, you didn't open it, did you?"

"No, you have my word, I didn't open it or read it"

"Thank you, you have no idea what problems I would have if I lost it"

"It's not a problem here."

I gave him the notebook and when he took it. I remembered it.

I remember holding his hand the first time he brought me here.

He showed me this place, he brought me here.

He was the one who I could not remember in the memories that I have of this place.

I remember laughing and singing together on the hill when we were children.

"Hey Josh, are you okay?" he asked

"What? Ah yeah, I'm fine, just, I need a moment to think"

"If you want you can come up with me, talk about it"

"No, I'm fine, I bothered you enough today, I don't think I'm going to school today either"

"Sure you're okay?"

"Yes, see you later Tyler"

I ran out of there as fast as I could.

How the hell could I forget?

All that we did and lived together, the parties, the songs, the stupid things, all that.

I remember now.

I remember who he was and what he was.

My best friend.

Why did I forget?

How could I forget it?

(Hours later)

I went back to my house to get rid of my backpack and went back to the park.

I need to talk to Tyler.

I know he's not here anymore, but I'm good at tracking.

I went up the hill and focused on my nose.

I have a trace of him.

Smells good, does he wear perfume?

This is not the time to think about it, to track down.

It is incredible that after all the time that I have spent, the smell of him is still in the air.

Got out of the park and lost the damn trail.

Shit

Wait a minute, I remember that old coffee shop in front of the park.

They closed it a year ago.

I remember that this was our first time dating.

Now the establishment is falling apart.

Then I went to his house and we spent the whole day playing.

Damn, damn my damn memory

I heard some struggling in an alley near the cafeteria.

It sounded like Tyler's voice, and he was in pain.

I ran into the alley and saw Tyler getting beaten up by some idiots.

Sons of bitches.

"Hey! Leave him alone!"

"Oh look who came, who is it, your boyfriend?" he said as he kicked Tyler.

"Look what it says here 'I spoke to Josh again, it was paradise in life despite only having been a few minutes' are you Josh?" Laughed another idiot

"I'll give you 3 seconds to get away from him and run away before I smash your heads in two for all of you."

"It seems that someone wants to save his little friend, come on pretty boy"

"Really? Pretty boy?"

I clenched my fist and ran towards them.

One tried to kick me in the stomach but I dodged it and managed to land a punch in the face.

He fell to the ground and someone grabbed me by the neck.

"I got you, motherfucker" he struggled with me.

I started hitting him in the stomach trying to free myself.

I felt my ribs hurt.

Tyler got up from the ground and I shook off whoever was holding my neck.

I gave a shoulder load to whoever hit me.

I hit him against the wall and hit him in the face.

He fell to the ground and someone tried to tackle me.

He couldn't throw me down and I hit him with my elbow in the back.

He fell and they hit my face.

I hit him back and sat him on the ground.

Tyler is in trouble.

I kicked whoever was on top of Tyler and picked him up.

"Now who's the pretty boy, you son of a bitch? Huh ?!" I growled

I let go of him and he started running.

His other companions followed him from behind.

"You are well?" I asked for

"Yes, thanks again" he replied

"You don't have to thank me, I'll help you with your things"

This is not the backpack he wears to school.

He had several notebooks and books that had nothing to do with studies.

We finished picking up his things and I wiped the blood from my snout.

"Are you sure you're okay?" he asked me

"Yes, they have given me worse, are you okay?"

"Yes, I'm sorry you heard about the beginning, I didn't want anyone to know"

"Easy Tyler, I remember you friend"

"Seriously?"

"It taked time to recognize you, but I remember you"

he hugged me without warning.

"I missed you so much Josh"

"Me too, old friend"

I hugged him back and felt his warmth.

No one had hugged me in a long time.

I had forgotten this feeling of warmth and confidence.

This feeling of affection, I had not felt since I was a child.

I missed you Tyler.

"I never thought I could miss someone so much" I said

"Neither did I, when you didn't recognize me I broke down, I thought you had already completely forgotten about me"

"I remembered you, but I didn't know who you were, I felt like I knew you but I didn't know from where, but this morning, when we met on the hill, all the memories became clear"

"Thank god you recognized me"

He hugged me even stronger

"Don't worry, you're going to take my breath away"

"I'm sorry" he separated from me and lowered his head in shame.

He is so cute!

"Are you free today?" he asked

"I have a couple of business to attend to but you can come if you want to"

"I don't want to bother you in your affairs"

"It's not a problem, I have a lot to tell you"

"Me too"

I picked up the backpack from him and handed it to him.

"We are going?" I asked smiling

"Sure" he replied taking the backpack .

We left the alley.

"If you don't mind me asking, what are all those books about?" I asked for

"They are from my father, he is studying and I went to pick up his books" he replied.

"Studying?"

"He says he never finished college"

"Him? That's a good reason to laugh" I said

"I know"

"And where have you been all this time? Did you stay in Seattle?"

"I moved to Boston last year but it seems my parents liked this city a lot."

"And did you like being there?"

"A little, each city has incredible things, but only one has what I care about, you"

Just a moment...

It seems that he realized what he said and blushed too much.

It's so fucking cute!!!

"Sorry, I didn't want it to sound like that" he apologized nervously

"Hey man, that's gay" I laughed

He covered his face with his hands and I kept laughing.

"Oh look, we're here" I said.

"A gym?" he asked looking through his fingers

"Yes, come, come in, don't separate from me"

We went into the gym and everyone was playing but Sonia was sitting on a bench.

"Do you train volleyball?" Tyler asked.

"No, I only help the coach as much as I can, I'm her assistant" I replied.

I heard a few footsteps rapidly approaching us.

Before I knew it, my back was hurting and I was on the floor with something heavy on top of me.

"Why did you miss class?" Sonia asked me, in top of me.

"I thought you hated me and you didn't care what happened to me" I replied.

"That I hate you does not mean that I do not worry about you, you idiot, you had me terrified, you never miss class, I thought something had happened to you"

She hugged me on the floor.

"Sorry to worry you" I apologized.

"I still hate you" she told me, letting go of me.

She got up and gave me her hand.

She picked me up and the coach came over.

"Now you also miss classes? Now what are you two bringing?" she said.

"I have a good reason coach" I said.

"You better"

"I was going through a rough patch, look I have dark circles, I wanted to get rid of everything just for one day"

"And him?"

"He was just a side effect, you saw that I was screwed up"

"Good, but don't let it happen again"

"Save me"

"Not even a little bit, you will clean the gym after each practice, so that you don't mind not telling when you are going to be absent"

"Fair, I deserve it"

"And I have something that you like, come"

I motioned for Tyler to follow me.

"Look, we lost the scoreboard but we got an official scoreboard."

"Great, now I'm going to be able to score like a pro"

"That's right, that tail doesn't lie"

"Now we are talking"

"That's it, well, I let the game continue, Sonia, do you think you're ready to go back to the game?"

"Sure, I'm going"

"Sit down Tyler, I stay standing, I feel more comfortable"

"If you insist"

He sat down and watched the girls play.

"You like this?" he asked

"That if I like it? Of course, but what I really love about this is seeing Sonia"

"But she hates you why?"

"The following week they had a game against Seattle and I screwed up."

"What?"

"Do you remember Monday that she miss school? She is forbidden by the coach to miss classes and i opened my mouth more than i should and left Sonia on the bench throughout the game, all because of me"

"That's bad"

"Very bad, I feel horrible about that, that's why I've been so bad lately"

"And you can't do anything for her?"

"If I could I would have done everything, even the unthinkable just to see her in that match, flying like an angel"

"I see, I'm surprised that after all this time you still trust me, well, I guess you changed."

"What are you talking about?"

"Don't you remember? You were always being mysterious every time we messed with your feelings, you always turned the subject immediately"

"I suppose that before I was more reserved than now, you're right, I changed"

"After so long, I still remember everything we did together"

"Me too, my best moments I live"

I missed you Tyler.

(Hours later)

The training was over and everyone had gone home.

Tyler said that he was going to do something, what he could do it in the gym?

I was cleaning the gym and picking up the balls that they left scattered.

I left everything in its place and Tyler just appeared.

"What did you do? You took too long" I said.

"A matter that I had to attend to outside the gym, sorry for lying to you"

"No problem, if you don't want to tell me there is no problem"

"Do you want to come with me to my house? I don't want to leave in the middle of the night, I'm scared"

"Well come on, just don't do anything weird or you'll be left alone"

He jumped for joy and we left the gym.

"I'm following you from behind, don't worry"

"Thank you" he said.

I wonder if his parents didn't care about his, he was only supposed to pick up his father's books.

What a mess I got him into.

Oh, true.

"Hey, weren't you bruised from the fight earlier?" I asked for

"No, I'm fine, you don't need to worry about me."

He smiled.

That smile, I recognize it.

(3 years ago)

I was with Tyler walking down Colton Hill.

"And what do you think if one day I invite you to lunch again?" he asked me

"I would love to, whenever you want, you know that I am always free for you"

"Thanks"

He began to climb the stone steps of the hill.

"What's wrong? You don't know how to go up?" he asked again.

"No, I don't know how to climb and I'm afraid of falling"

"Scared? You? Okay, take my hand, I'll help you"

"It's fine"

I took his hand and started climbing one stone by stone.

I took a misstep and my foot slipped and we fell to the bottom of the hill.

Tyler got up and took the dirt off his clothes

"Are you alright? If you want we can save it for another day" he said giving me his hand.

"No, I'm fine, you don't need to worry about me."

"You know that I always take care of you"

That smile he gave me as children the first time we climbed that hill.

It is the same that he gave me now that I help him.

(Present)

We got to his house and he rang the bell.

"I guess we split up here Josh" he said.

"Until tomorrow, we have school"

"Sure, are you going to be okay?"

"Sure, you know I'm always fine"

"Good, see you tomorrow"

"See you Tyler"