Hi my name is Ryu, this whole life that I been through was rough I lost someone that is very important to me and I made a wrong decision to a wrong woman with I have a baby. Her name is Regina she was really controllable and force me to do it with her I was fear about her we end up having a kid together she the one that started now I'm **** up in my life and I made a wrong decision to marry her. I wasn't happy and I wasn't myself. I become miserable my soul was damaged by the woman that I end up choosing her, not Sakura. I really love this person with all my heart and I end up running away from her. I was to come toward her to the 3rd floor but I was to chicken out and now she doesn't want me anymore; she has moved on.

I was crying my eyes out so hard that I couldn't move on she has broke my heart because of what I have done. I betrayed her and I want to fix it but she doesn't want to go back with me. I started feeling miserable and lost my twin flame; she was the one that I want to have a future with and have a family with her but I lost her completely and she the one will make my life happy. But I could have her she won't allow it. I have been feeling sad I keep crying not myself lately I stop meditating because I was trap in fear. I still want her back but she won't let me in so started do whatever I don't care anymore now. I'm not in balance with her; she so powerful and strong and brave I been spying on her from a distance to see what she up to now I hear her say you need to leave this neighborhood, want you to go somewhere safe and at peace don't worry about me; but I didn't listen I just stay put but when I think about it I should leave this neighborhood but how about her deep inside I still care for her I want to help her but I'm to weak then I hear her again 

She says

You are an old soul, your best friend is nature used your intuition to take you where you want to go awaken to the powerful force within you.

You are meant to create a blessing

With your magic.

It had awakened. I need to feel my powerful force that will get me stronger and get out of fear

I went toward my goal and choose what way to go. So I started going outside looking for a river to meditate and listen to nature, what they telling me I follow what Sakura told me to do. So there I drive to the river to go and now I found the river and meditate.

Hi I'm Sakura today I feeling strong and powerful I been meditate at home to clear my burden inside out on my bed I close my eyes and start clean myself inside an out take all the burden out and release it now it clear I now listen to my heart and my intuition with in me I say myself

I am instructible I honorable my intuition go where I leads

Love and Gentleness are my real strength I never give up I will succeed

So I release all my burden and become refresh now I'm going to move on start a new do me first then think about other but I still like to help people if they need help I talk to my guardian angels and ancestor and good spirit to ask for me what I need to do and battle the negetive out of this world.

It now closing time at my work place now I'm on the way home started to clean my space to keep it clean after I'm done I turn on the candle started to meditate again by going sleep then all sudden when I'm on the deep sleep I feel some1 was chaining me down and I don't like it i know who doing to me it that freaken obsses guy that I'm not welcom him in he broke in got me trap and he won't let me go forward so start to get very angry controlling my power I will not allow this type of be controlling me I will break free and won't let anyone control my life I will destroy people who is very toxic and obsessive I will destroy him so I awaken my power and started to scare him away I destroy you torcher all you want but I won't feel weak I beat your ***! I will not be fear I will break free!!

Lastnight I went home to take a rest then Ryu ex keep throwing spell at me at the window  the devil but it didn work on me I'm to powerful I always think positive no matter what u devil put on me it never work I awaken my beast it is on fire I will defeat u all evil no matter what I will never b defeated I'm strong and powerful no evil will stop me from my happiness torcher me all u want but I won't back down I will throw my beast of awaken fire at you I will clear the obstacle u will lose!! So I keep on battling the devil she couldn defeat me.

I'm not battling for Ryu I battling for me and my happiness I did move on I don't want to deal with Ryu anymore I still battling the devil and her helpers 

So I can stay in peace and relax so I can sleep good. I still battling my eyes was on fire they look straight in my eyes and I burn them the evil people were scare of me they couldn defeat me I keep on winning the battle now finally they give up so I finally get peace in my life to keep moving forward so I can keep going waiting for my new love to come back at my work place again Shane probably have alot of goin on in his life he need complete his peace he still transforming that y he didn text me for awhile but I keep on having faith to see what going happen between and my new love waiting for him is worthy right now he don't have feeling for me at all so we just being friends only to know how it goes I hope I see him again.

I give Ryu a message to him after I'm complet my battle I want tell him to become strong like I am so this what I say

You are a brave traveler

Your soul know the way

Be confident loyal friends always with you

Don't worry let yourself fly.

Now it time for us to move on and find some1 new and better to replace your broken heart 

We r now in seperate ways now to a new journey.

For me I really come into myself I've decided no more BS I am the one that can control my own life, can create my own castle and dream no matter what it my choice I trust myself i follow my heart and connect myself. 

I send u my light to relax your guilt and burden Ryu 

So don't worry.

I have another message for both us Ryu to make us stronger. What my message say

Know that challenge make you stronger have faith when face Aversity take time to rest. Dream renew your strength

Imbrace you psychic ability

You carry Shamon within.

It will help both of us to know what really going on and think smart about it we both will feel more strong and powerful I can take care of me and you take care of you don't feel weak keep going forward don't let fear get you again and b strong I am a same challenge obstacle will get both of us stronger even tho it very rough but don't let negetively get you down b positive about it, don't let the evil destroy you I won't let happen to me either. Like I say I will not back down!!!

Lastnight I had to talk to angels heaven ancestors and good spirit to know which decision I make if Ryu prove to me if he change and I have a new love coming that I already know Shane what decision that make me choose I tell spirit angels and heaven plz help me who I going to choose if we all meet together what should I do then the angels and spirit answer me in dream to see who name I'm calling I got worry about some1 then my intuition told me I say the person name is Shane in my dream the angels and spirit got me worry about who i call there name I woke up got surprise the angels and spirit was testing me who I choose in the dream and it look like i follow my intuition to new love instead so I call his name Shane now I know my decision the angels and spirit help who I choose and that person I call his name is Shane is now my right decision. I'm sorry Ryu my decision has finally made who going b my future husband but I'm going to take it slow for now and focus on my work to make enough money for my future. So but Ryu I will still b your friend I let you get marry with some who you have a baby with I will support and sorry it was the wrong person that I thought you have a baby with but it was the other girl not the devil girl. I know your not happy with your future with but I hope she will Chang you. My decision has made by my intuition and my dream. I will go to your wedding Ryu if you r inviting me to come.