This is me

My name is Aung Myo

student in a university in Japan

_______________________________________

This is my one and only love which is neglected by .

His name is Yotashiwa sizecoe but I call him q my first love ,Su Su who is my girlfriend.

And I promised her that I will marry her after my graduation in Japan.

On my first day at the school, I even thought that the whole world is rotating without me.

But on my second day, I wondered around the school.

While I was wondering along the school platform , on one corner of the school barrier,

I saw a crowd of guys gathering and punching a guy who has neither weapons nor arms.

As I can see, there is nothing he can do except to surrender.

Looks like he will never give up even if he dies.

☠️☠️☠️☠️

So what can I do instead of helping him.

At first , I approached them and asked them about stopping.

Me: : Please stop punching a guy with

: : a crowd of guys .

: :It is the action of the coward!!!!!

But no one responded to me.

Or may be they did not even heard.

I decided to keep asking.

I think I have to help him cause it is a Humana's responsibility to help others who are armless.

I repeated asking them again and again.

But they stopped after they have had enough fun of kicking and punching.

After that I pass my hand to him inorder to be helpful in his getting on his own legs.

But he pissed me off by throwing away my hand and he gets up.

And he said

He : :You should have had a fight with

: : them if you really wanted to help

: :me .You are just like a girl who is as

: : weak as a disabled."

And then he left.

In my thought "Am I wrong to help him ????????"

But I did not say anything.

On the next day , I got a friend who introduced Ta Sa Ki himself at my lunchtime.

He invited me to the library to use as a study room.

In the evening, I went along with him to the library and we studied together.

He also introduced his friends including girls and boys to me.

So I can say that I have a lot of friends.After We have studied , we parted.

Before I take my track to my dormitory, near the exit of the library

I saw the strange guy I came across yesterday kissing with one of my newly friends.

😕😕😕😕😕😕😕😕

I have not used to such things , so I blushed even thought I am as guy.

But I took myself to normal.

And I decided to neglect them as I did not see.

But they moved into my route during the kiss .

This time I can not hide myself blushing and my face is whole red.

Oh my god !!!

😣😣😣😣😣

What should I do???

What should I do???

😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨😨

They are blocking my exit....

😭😭😭😭😭😭

I ..

I ..

I can not stand this situation any more !!🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯

I run out knocking them down.....

I did not say any word of apology or sorrow...

I thought that they might probably think that I am so rude....

🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕

But I did not really mean to.

I am just running from my stupid situation🏃🏃🏃🏃🏃

I just run straight to my dormitory..

I needed a lot of time to restrain myself.

In the next day , nothing strange or weird had happened.

Tomorrow is the weekend and I am free.

So I am planning to go into the city to buy some facilities to study,such as computer.

And also things to keep me clean.

And after that , I am going to the cinema .

Then, I will go to the park in where

I am going to call Su Su and

we will be wondering in the city together via phone call.

We will have a lot of happiness together💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

I hardly slept at the night time.

Tomorrow in the city ,

while I was watching movie in the cinema

I felt like I was being watched ....

It is so weird

I thought it may be the ghost

who is really really mischievous

👻👻👻👻👻

At the city park ,

I called Su Su ,

Su Su : :Hello

Me : : Hello

Su Su : :Aung , is this you??

Me : : Yes, I am .

Su Su : : I missed you so much.

how is your study.

Me : : That's great.

And what about you?

Su Su : : It's just boring since without

you But I am trying my

best .

Someone : :Who is it?

on Su

Su's side

Su Su : :It' s no one.

Me : :Su, who is him?

Su Su. : : It's my guide,

A...,looks like I have to get

myself into my study.

📖📖📖📖📖📖

Bye . I love you.

💖💖💖💖💖💖

Before I can say anything she hang up the phone .

😦😦😦😦😦

Wtf!!!!!!!!!!!!

👿👿👿👿👿👿👿

But I thought that "If I tell her about my plan she will easily postpone her study

since she loves me so much..

🤓🤓🤓🤓

So I had no choice other than calling her back to tell her about my plan.

But her phone is power off..

😦😦😦😦

Now I have to choose from the two things

whether to wonder alone

or go back to school..

I decided to do the first choice in order to know the city well.

So that the next time we wonder together

I will be able to make her respect to me.

I wondered in the city .just alone.

But in one place

I saw him being beaten by a crowd of people ..

I thought " Please, not again!

I thought about letting them alone.

But my sincere heart

😇😇😇😇

didn't let me to ..

But this time I know exactly that no-one will let us go so kindly..

Before I have known, my hand reached to him and we run away as far as we can .🏃🏃🏃🏃🏃🏃🏃🏃🏃🏃🏃🏃

After we reached somewhere unknown, he : : Why this time is so different from

the last?Did you get any lesson?

Me. : : Yeap, whether to fight or run if you

wish to escape..

Ha Ha Ha Ha.

He. : : Thank you for your help.

But don't disturb next time.

Me. : :Why are you so rude ?

even if I disturbed , it's just to help

you..

You better not say that.

He. : :I can take my own business

And I don't need other ones.

Me. : : You

😖😖😖😖😖😖

And then he left..

The place where I was, was totally not known and my phone is power off.

So I have to ask people around the route to my school.

But no one helped me .

😦😦😦😦😭😭😭😭😭

After waiting six hours in that place, I saw him coming straight to me.

He. : :You don't know the way back to

school , aren't you?

Me. : :How could I know?

I am totally stranger to here.

He. : :Do you want a lift to school?

( pointing to his car)

Me. : :Yes. Of course..

I would like to have a lift.

😻😻😻😻😻😻😻😻😻

Then I went along with him..

After we have reached to school's dormitory apartment,

Me: :Thank you for your lift

He : :No need. But I think if you want to

pay back for the lift you can help

me carry my luggage.

Me: :Your.. luggage!!

I thought you live in school

dormitory too.

He : :Ah ..

Yeah, I once lived in the city.

But now I want to live in the

dormitory..

Me: :Oh , you must have come across

a beauty.

Well.. Can you tell me her name?

😏😏😏😏😏😏😏

I won't tell anyone else.

🤫🤫🤫🤫🤫

I promise..

😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁

( getting closer and listening the

whisper)

He : : It's not her.

( lifting my face with his right index finger)

Me: :Not her ..

🧐🧐🧐🧐🧐🤔

Uhm, ....

then who are you into??

And why are you so close to me?

🤨🤨🤨🤨

He: :By the way,

we haven't introduced ourselves.

(getting apart)

Me: :Oh, that's right.

What's your name??

He: : My name isYotashiwa sizecoe.

(Passing his hand to me)

Me: :Mine is Aung Myo.

( shaking hands)

🤝🤝🤝🤝🤝🤝🤝

He: :Then let's go to my dormitory.

Me: :OK..

🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

In my mind: : May be I can know her name

after we are close friends.

😞😞😞😞😞😞

After we have reached to his dormitory

Me : :Oh ..

Your room is next to me .

🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗

He : :Oh,

It will be a misfortune to have a

friend like a girl living next to me.

What a bad luck!!!

😒😒😒😒

Me : :Hey ,

you don't need to say like that.

🙅🙅🙅🙅🙅🙅🙅

At least I am a guy .

I won't disturb you without

necessarily.

He : :What about filling my brain with the

memory about you I had at the

library .

I think if some one know about it you

will probably ashamed.

Me : :You.

How could you say a friend like an

enemy?

😠😠😠😠😠

He : :Well , it's nothing special.

But a good weapon to keep you as a

quiet one.

Here is your photo that day.

🤳🤳🤳🤳🤳🤳

I will delete it.

It's the recharge to your helps.

Me : :Ok .But we are still friends right.

He : :Of course .

(whispering "my one and only")

After I have helped him carry his bags

I went to my room.

I stayed up in the room till it is the time for dinner.

I went to the dinning hall and bought some foods and have meal.

While I was walking along the school

pool I heard some footsteps near my back.

And I was pushed into the pool from my back.

I screamed for help

Me : :HELP!!

HELP!!

ANYBODY HELP!!!

PLEASE HELP!!!

And I lost consciousness.

On the next day at about 10:00 ,

When I woke up and opens my eyes,

I was on the bed in a hospital.

There is no one near my bed.

But I heard some footsteps heading to my room.

😨😨😨😱😱😱😱😱😱

I scared a lot almost lost my mind.

😱😱😱😫😫😫😫😫😫

But the person who came into my room is him, Yotashiwa sizecoe my friend.

😸😸😸😸😸😸😸

Me: :You scared me.

He: :Oh..

Is that true that you are pushed into

the pool by someone??

Me: :Ar..

Yeah, but how do you know about it?

He: :I think something too bad had

happened.

Your life is not safe enough to tell

others about it.

Me: :Uhm..

Why my life is not safe?

I am a man .

I can protect myself.

He: : Don't talk that much right now.

Just promise me that you will not tell

others about that and say them that

that you just slipped.

Me: :Why must I lie ?

Can you give me a reason?

If not don't talk about it.

He: :You.

Meanwhile, we both heard some footsteps just outside the door.

(I think that the footsteps can give me the same feeling with the one I had before falling into the pool)

So I closed his mouth with my hand

🤭🤭🤭🤭

and signaled him not to speak.

🤫🤫🤫🤫🤫🤫🤫🤫🤫

And I point to the door to have a look

I think he realised my intention.

He sneakily walked near the door

🚶🚶🚶🚶🚶🚶

and opened the door

It's Ta Sa Ki.

He was the only one standing outside the door.

Me: :Oh, Ta Sa Ki.

When have you been there?

Are you planning to stand there

for the whole time?

Ta Sa: :Ah ....Not really.

Ki. I was just unable to find your

room.

Here is the things your friends

have.

🍓🍒🍎🍉🍑🍊🥭🍍🍌🍋

🍈🍏🍐🥝🍇

Me: :Ah .Thank you very much.

Yotashiwa: :Do you know each other?

sizecoe

Me: : Yes , we are friends.

Ta Sa Ki : :Yes ,of course.

my dear friend.

Me: :Are you friends?

Yotashiwa: :Why not?

sizecoe. May be you're the only one

who doesn't know about it.

Me: :Oh ,

🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔

Yotashiwa sizecoe,

I haven't seen you in our class

Which class are you from?

Yotashiwa: :I am from third years'class.

sizecoe. Last year , I transferred to this

uni.

Me: :Ah. then your graduation will

next year.

🤗🤗🤗🤗

(happy for you)

Yotashiwa: : Yeap, But I want to stay in

sizecoe this uni a little more as a

teacher after I have my

degree course I found

something interesting.

Me: :Then I hope you enjoy it .

(It may be about his career,

then he can probably be my

teacher

😃😃😃😃😃😃

It must be cool to be a friend

with my future teacher

😏😏😏😏😏)

Ta Sa Ki: :I am going back to school.

I need to review my lessons

for tomorrow.

Me: :Ok. then.

Ta Sa Ki: :Oh I almost forgot .

These are the books I took for

to study in the hospital.

📚📙📘📒📓📔📕📖📗📑

Me: :How thoughtful you are!!

Ta Sa Ki: :l will go now,

Yotashiwa sizecoe will stay with

you in the hospital.

And here is his leave copy.

I have sent it to the president.

Me: :Thank you very much.

Yotashiwa: : If you don't have anything

sizecoe. else to do , you can go.

Me: :How rude you are,Yotashiwa

sizecoe!!

He helped you that much.

You should be grateful to him.

Yotashiwa: :I.

sizecoe. ( Why must I thank to him

after all he blamed me

because of him

🙍🏻🙍🏻🙍🏻🙍🏻🙍🏻🙍🏻)

Ta Sa Ki: :(No, he is looking at me

😦😦😦😨😨)

No...

😰😰😰😰😰😰

No need .....

No need.Sir

😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱

(Oh I'm doing the worst

mistake. I will be dead meat

if the truth is uncovered)

Ah I mistaken

I will leave you two alone

It's a nice speaking

🚪🏃🏃🏃🏃

And he closed the door.

Me: :Why does he looks so afraid.

of ?😱⬅️

Yotashiwa: :May be his body is not in a

sizecoe. perfect condition.

Me: :Really...

Uhm..

But his face doesn't look like an

unhealthy one.

He is strange.

Yotashiwa: :You are so talkative.

sizecoe. I will give you a lesson later.

Now I will go buy you some

foods.

🥪🌭🍗🍜🍔🥞🧇🥖🥯🥐

Me: :Hey .

Hey ,I haven't finished yet.

Hey...

He left without saying a word.....

But what I didn't know happened just outside my room

Yotashiwa sizecoe andTa Sa Ki are meeting at the corner of the street.

Yotashiwa: : Do you think your life is

sizecoe. valuable to me?

Ta Sa Ki. : :No.

No.Sir

I know my place.

I won't leak any trace about

your secret.

Sir. Please spare my

life.

( kneeling in front of him)

Yotashiwa: : Even though your life is not

sizecoe valuable to me since it is to

him I will spare you this time.

Ta Sa Ki. : :Thank you

Thank you very much..Sir

Yotashiwa: :NOW GET OUT OF MY SIDE!!!

sizecoe

After three hours ,he came back.

But it's almost the time for early dinner .

Me: : Isn't the restaurant on the second

floor?

What takes you so long to buy

food?

😠😠😠😠😠😠

He: :How do you know that the restaurant

is on the second floor?

🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗

(putting the foods on the table)

Me: :I asked the nurse that came check

my body.

He: :Oh..

I didn't buy these from there.

I bought them from the market.

Me: : MARKET!!

Did..

Did you really but these from the

market?

He: :Yes, Because the most delicious

meal can be get only in there.

Me: :Thank you for your kind heart.

😘😘😘😘😘😘

🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤

At that time, the football game in my abdomen is probably about to start.

Because the whistle are blown heavily.

We both heard the noise from my abdomen.

⚡⚡⚡⚡⚡

He smiled as I was a jocker.

😏😏😏😏😏😏😏😏

He: :I think you should eat.

,

Me: :Yes, I am hangry.

As you can see

😅😅😅😅😅

Oh , I have something to ask you.

He: :Yes,

Me: :How did you find me at the pool?

He: :While I was passing by the pool, I

heard your loud scream.

Me::When you found me, is there

someone else near the pool?

He: : Nope.

There is only you and me.

Me: :Uhm..

Is that so..

He: : Don't think about this during your

recovery.

Just try your best to get well soon.

Me: :Ok.

After that we had our meals too quietly to hear any sound.

After we have had our lunch,

Me: :What time is it?

He : :(looked at the watch on his hand)

It's 3 o ' clock.

I think you better have a rest.

😴😴😴😴😴😴

Me: :I don't want to .

😾😾😾😾😾😾

He: :(approaching near me until I can hear

his breathing)

You have to rest well to recover

soon and pay me back for my

favour.

(raising the blanket and covering

me carefully and softly)

😇😇😇😇😇😇😇😇

Me: :(What is he up to?

😅😅😅😅😅😅

I didn't even ask for his help and

he dare to say about payback.

Uh, funny

just in your dream)

Ok then.

He: :Good boy.

(rubbing my head like a dog)

🐶🐶🐶🐶🐶🐶🐶

After that he waited till I fell asleep

😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪

Then a stranger came into my room.

He: : (showing signals not to speak

🤫🤫🤫🤫🤫🤫🤫

and go back to outside quite

👉👉👉🚪🚪🚪🚪🚪🚪🚪)

And the stranger nodded him and left outside.

Outside the room,

He: : What's the matter so important

to come inside the room I forbidden?

The stranger: :There is someone who witnessed the case ,Sir.

He: :A witness ...

The stranger: :Yes, Sir.

And I think that he or she

has witnessed all.

He: :ALL!!

Then why are you here reporting me

about this.

You should find him or her and kill

right away.

The stranger: :But Sir .

We don't have any clue

about him or her.

He: :I don't want words.

I just want works done.

You get it.

( Sighed heavily and

taking out a hard disk from his

pocket)

This is the only CCTV camera near

the pool.

You take it and check whether there

was somebody else.

The stranger: :I will try my best to catch

the rat.

(kneeling

🧎🧎🧎🧎🧎)

He: :No need to kneel.

It's Ok if you know your work.

For now you may go

And don't forget to inform me as

soon as you know who the hell he or

she is.

Before you finish him or her , I want

to see his or her face with full of

regrets to witness it.

The stranger: :Yes Sir,

for sure

I will definitely make sure

that he or she would wish

"If I can have enough

god's mercy to encounter

a recarnation ,I would not

have apply to this uni.''

He: :You are the only one who know me

thoroughly.

Ha Ha Ha.

That why you are my twenty years

long assistant.

The stranger: :Let me take myself back

to my work Sir.

He: :Ok you may go.

Then he entered the room

and slept with my hand in his .🤝🤝🤝🤝

When I woke up,🥱🥱🥱🥱🥱 I saw him sleeping.😪😪😪😪😪

He was like an innocent, pure sand cute

little one.👶👶👶👶👶

I felt like I was watching a sleeping baby.💓💓💓💓💓💓

So I can't help but watched and smiled.

At that time, his eyes open.

He: :What is so funny to smile watching

me?😤😤😤😤😤😠

Me: :Ah..

You are just like a child who is in a

deep sleep.😇😇😇😇😇

He: :(approaching my face as near as

he is about to kiss me)

And now do I look like a child ?

Me: :(hardly swallowed the mouthwater)

Hey.

Don't get close to me

( pushing away)

He: :You must tell me first whether I am

similar to a child or not.

Me: :You are like a child and when I get a

close look at you, you are incredibly

funny.

Ha Ha Ha

He: :Then I will give you a one more

chance to have a closer look than

the last one.

After saying that he APPORACHED AND

WHEN I MOVE MY HEAD AWAY FROM HIM,HE PULLED MY HEAD AND HE KISSED ME..

I struggled and tried to make him stop.

But it was too sudden and I couldn't make it.

And my first lip to lip kiss was ruined like this.

Really it should be with my girlfriend,Su

Su.

So, I can have a good memory about it.

But she ever refused to do so and said because she is shy..

After the kiss.

Me: :Are you out of your mind to kiss a

man??

🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮

( pushing away as fast as I could and wiping out the mouthwater stained on

my lips)

He: :No, I am not .

And what's more is that your taste is

definitely what I want,

sweet and also not too soft.

😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

( whipping his lips with his thumb)

Me: :You jerk.

Get out of my room right now

😡😡😡😡😡😡😡

He: :OK ,

I'm all on your demand.

And then he left.

I ..

I couldn't believe that

I was kissed by a man ,

the same gender and

who can become my future teacher .

Oh god are you mad at me for something

I have missed.