His Endless Love {Taekook}
Hate is bigger than love!
you know everyone want to be confident, everyone want to have that confidence which will always make us strong, which will help us to reach those highs which we dreamed of .
but not everyone had that power ,not everyone had that much courage and not everyone have that
the one who doesn't have that courage , that confidence there is always a mystery behind...which no one knows other than the person.
everyone have their persona...and we sometimes question yourselves, who the hell am I ?
but not everyone want to be the part of those people who always wear a mask to cover themselves , not everyone like to show people that they are okay , and not everyone also wants to show their tears to others.
is from those people who doesn't wear a mask , who don't show anyone his tears and also his happiness , the one which you will call as a weird person is jeon jungkook.
but you really can't say that jeon jungkook doesn't have fears, that he doesn't have any insecurities ...you know everyone had them, some maybe are insecure about their looks, so some about legs , some about hands and some about being the second option.
this name never let him live his life peacefully.
this name is a nightmare for him.
but it's reality that his name is the word which he hates the most.
jeon jungkook hates his name
or you can say he hates how weak he is in front of this name.
he hates how this name roll out from everyone's mouth..
he hates how they say jeon jungkook ..
he hates how everyone recognize him from this name.
he hates it ,hates it from the bottom of his heart.
actually he hates everything.
the happy smiles on everyone's face
he actually doesn't know who the God is ...some says that the God is like an invisible air, which we can only feel.
some says that God is like a piece of glass, so precious.
or some says God is like a mother of everyone.
this is a funny word for him.
you must be thinking I am using this hate word the most..
but this is the only word jungkook have in his mind dictionary, glued on his heart and his destiny...this is what he thought actually.
you wanna know something.
jeon jungkook has a stone heart , like a stone ...his heart is not like you will imagine , but is surrounded by the roots of the hatred and had a large amount of salt in it.
if I am telling you that his heart is stone than it is , cause even if his 15 years old friend will left him he will not even shed a tear , even if you are about to get in accident he will not save you but will walk off , if you are talking to him then he will put his earplugs on and listens to those sorrow filled songs...which will relaxe his heart.
his heart was actually not like this before, you know situations change people ....and situations change the person so much ...that once an innocent happy Bean is now recognizing himself as a monster.
the story of jeon jungkook is very different , this different that it will not fail to clench your heart in pain , and will also teared your eyes.
you must be thinking that what I am saying is ridiculous, but no...
melting a person's heart who has only hatred filled in it, is not easy and loving a person who is burning in the desire for something which he will never have is
also the person who thinks
hate is bigger than love.
Different but not in reach!
this is the place where everyone want to go to achieve their dream , well not everyone some wants to go there to make their parents proud, some spoiled kids of rich families go their to bully, while some are forced.
seeing Seoul high the first thing which will come in your mind is
or is this a really fcking University ...which is way but beautiful than your existence.
covering in the sheet layer of snow never fails to make this uni more mesmerising and beautiful .
lucky ones who actually are able to attend and got admission in this heaven and jeon jungkook is one of those people.
but when I say he doesn't feeling any excitement then it is real .
cause he doesn't , this place must be a dream for others but not for him, well to survive he surely needs a job you know and being a top student has it's own perks.
the first which definitely will catch your eye is the bridge with a circle forming beneath it making space for people to wander...the trees were making its beauty from unexplainable, the scene was capable enough in forcing you to think and imagining yourself with the love of our life holding hand in hand looking deeply in each other eyes while enjoying the ice cream in the cold weather....well eating ice cream in winter has its own bliss.
jungkook look at the eye catching scene ... but then averted his gaze away and walked off.
he went inside the university... his face was nuetral , no excitement rushing through his veins , no smile...and not any persona.
but you know silent people are more dangerous than anything.
it is a true and a vary fact.
he looked at his surrounding , looking at people smiling happily which are not even real...and he hate those smiles.
you know if you think that you are real than it is the biggest lie cause how much we try to make ourself look real ,people will always think you are fake , they will believe what they hear ...they will not believe you , and this thought has always cross his mind.
not like he can do anything and scream no please don't try to satisfy them ...cause in the end they will leave you.
averting his gaze from the clingy couple who was clearly showing off their relationship to other maybe for popularity or to show how happy they are ...well then whatever he doesn't care.
and walked off from the spot went to search for principal office to collect his schedule.
in five minutes he reached the office and went inside only to see the principal talking on his mobile while looking at his painted nails .
Kim Seokjin
yeah, well didn't you saw how she was gauking at him.
Kim Seokjin
like bish she knows that whom the person belongs to , but even after knowing still tried to flirt with my man.
the principal continued to talk , well you can say he was looking everything but principal cause his legs were on his table and his back was resting on the chair .
for like 10 minutes jungkook stood their but now his patience is on thin line, so he cleared his throat catching the principal attention.
Kim Seokjin
ohh , I will talk to you later ...and yeah don't forget to make a plan , after all that bish deserves a lesson.
and with a bye he hunged up the call and looked at jungkook with a smile which jungkook ofcourse didn't revert back.
Kim Seokjin
so how can I help you..?
he said with honey coating his voice like he was sùcking the honey for a very long time but guess it's just his nature.
Jeon Jungkook
I just want my schedule , name jeon jungkook.
Kim Seokjin
oh, ofcourse ..
seokjin took out a paper from his nearer drawer and handed to jungkook who grabbed it with a still nuetral expression.
and went away from there without saying bye to the principal who sighed and falled back on his chair while looking at the open door from where the younger left.
Kim Seokjin
I guess he was saying the truth when he said that you are different but not in reach.
First snow, first love!
you know what is the saying about first snow .
the first snow is like the first love...when snow cover everything like a sheer blanket it also covers our heart , some says the ones who are born to be together , born to love each other met on first snow of the year.
you know snow is more beautiful and peaceful than rain, it never soaked us , it allow us to enjoy its beauty...have you ever think that does snow love those trees and branches that is always kisses them ..?
*chuckles* ...sometimes we call snow white tears...we can never understand the meaning behind words fully until we tried to feel them , and like that we also can't understand the pain of other heart.
jungkook is sitting on his bench, resting his chin on his one palm while looking outside the window, he is actually attending his class but not listening it .
his gaze is fixated outside of the window looking at those snow balls falling from the never ending sky..
he don't know but these snow balls relaxes him he don't know why , he just feels a connection between the snow and him , and coincidentally his favourite season is also winter.
another reason why he likes the snow is that people always stay in their houses , well mostly ...not showing him their toothed smiles...which he hates.
time passes swiftly him starring outside the window , this also didn't went unnoticed by the teacher but it can't bother him cause this is university not a school where the teacher will tell the students to study and punish them , here students know when to study well this is what teachers think.
anyway the period got over and he went out from the class , he is free for about half an hour so he decided to enjoy those snow balls more .
so he decided to see snow from a window somewhere , just as he was nearing the said place he bumped in someone who was running from other side...he lost his balance and fall on the other person , rolled on the ground while in person's arms.
he closed his eyes and when the rolling stopped now he is on the top of the person.
with his eyes still closed.
suddenly he felt a finger brushing his hairs so he slowly opens his eyes and met with the other's deep ones.
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